The End is

Sudden, swift, but not altogether unexpected.

Sometimes we like to think that everything works out because we just expect it to. It doesn't. We move on.  The world kept spinning regardless.

Each time we make a decision we become a new version of ourselves. The universe that could have been in this reality no longer exists. The forked path, the decision tree, whatever, the point being is that we're constantly recreating ourselves.

Yeah, you can talk about the cellular regeneration that occurs every seven years, where we literally become a new version of ourselves, but that seems less inspired. Maybe it is a little more cliché to think that we become more than just a new collection of cells but someone altogether different in mind as well.

Is that the same thing? I don't really know. It's not exactly my job to think about these sorts of things, and in the end you could argue it doesn't matter.

I'd disagree. We have to matter. If we don't give a shit about ourselves then… what is life supposed to be about? I'm not saying don't care about anyone else-- because if you don't care about other people you might as well not care about yourself.

You're allowed to be bitter and angry. You're allowed to cry and scream out into the night that you're mad as hell and you're not going to take it anymore. That's what being human is all about. Moments of passion with long periods of reasonable self-restraint.

Does that cheapen it? I'm not really sure. 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̴̢̝͈͚͕̬̯̥̪̺̹͈̱̥̰̓̋̌̉͜Ÿ̷̰̙̖̬͕͉͓̰̪̙̥͇̬̦̭̾͆̇̿͐̀͝o̴̧̬̥̯̍͊́͐̀̊͑́̾͐͋́̚͠͠͝u̸̧͛̈̈́͋̑͘͘͝'̷̡̡͉͖̭͔͉̬̟͇͔̪̺͇̠̰̈́͑̓̇̇͐̅̀͊̔̎̔̃͘͝v̵̛͇̥̽̉͂̈͌̀͌̍͋̀́͋͝ͅȩ̸̛͙̝͈͙̭̘̫̎̍͆͜ ̸̡̢̡̭͇͕͉͈͔̣͔͍̖̋͋̓̊͗́̌̓̒͆̈́̈́͐͑̒͠ͅͅḡ̸̡͚̲͆ơ̷̞̥̝̩͙̺͚̥̆͆̈́̇̎̄̈́͛̈̓̔͒͜͝͠t̵̜̫͎͎͍͙̺͇̰͒̾̃̑͋̓̂̈́̓͜ ̵͓̘̆͑̿̒́̔͗́̄̆͘͠t̸̞̩̦͚̐͜ͅo̸̢̡͙̫̗̝̗̼̞̺͊̋̀͜ ̴̭̬̖͛̍͐͝f̷̨̨͚̹̮̹̭̼͂͊̀́̉͐̅͛͌̾̓͑̄̏͜͝e̵̻̹͕̺͌͊̄͛́̎͐̀͒́͘̕͠͝ê̶̡̡̨̢̛͍͉͎̝̘͎͕̤͎͖͚͔̑̐̋͊͛ļ̵̢̰͕͖̙̭͎̹̰̱̞̦̳̐́̾́͋͂̾͜͝ ̵͈̗͉͙̞̰̀͋̀̂̓̀̊̇͒̽͜ẅ̴̛̤́̿̄̂̉͂̂̽͋̏̆h̷̖̳̙̫̋̓̂̃̑̐̚̚͝͠͝ę̸̣͚͈̳̬̗̠̰̝̹̤̟̯̘̾̆͛̃͒̿͊̾̑̐̉͒̕̚͝͠ͅń̸̨̛̤̱̭̻̜̳͙͙̱̘̬̿̈́̓͋̃͠͠ ̵̢̨͎͓̹̗̖͓̺̹͚̭́̂̈́͆́̽̑͗͗̚̚͜͜͠s̷͕͕̖̺̣͚͖̙̰̭̬̯͙̹͍͎̿̈́͆̉͑̍̏̓̇̄̚ơ̴͓̟̮̬͛̔̓̋̐̅m̸̹͎͔̝̤̠͎̥̥͕͔̮̺͖̎͐͋͜e̶͇̘̿̋̀̾ͅͅţ̵̮̞͇̱͚̠̮̬̞̜̜̫͒̈͆ͅh̶̨͇̬̖̬̰͓͇̦͚͚̀̓̎̃̽̈́͒́̏̓̍̚͜͝͠ī̸̻̜̣̺̬͓̼̦͂̓̎̅̏̔n̴̨̟̺̜̼̯̙̣̯̟̖̑͌g̶̛̼̜̯̘̦͍͈̝̊̊̈́̾͗̒͛͗͘͠ ̴̮̟̩̜̝͓̲͋̐̒̔̑̈́͠e̸̛͍͎̻̦͕͉̥̓͗̌̈́̇͗ṋ̵͕̟̺̯̰̙͎̗͉͙͛͊̀͆̈͋̃̃͂ͅd̵͖͚͓̮̓͛̐̾͒ş̷̟͍̻̒̇͝ ̵̡̰̦̖̜̰̳͇̩̹̱̹̰̒ą̵̛̛̺̣̥̗̱͇̻͉̮̭̪̳̌̋́̍̉̓̾͐͌͑̈́͘͝͠ͅͅṉ̶̛͇̭̂̍̂̃͗̋͝ͅd̷̢̢̡̛͕͈͇̹̍̿̄́̌͒̈́̉͒͘̚͝͠ ̵̼̩̥̱̫̫̈́̌̓̌͗͂͝ý̴̡̡̛̝̹͊̉͊̅̍̎̐̅̀͗̾͐͗͜͠o̵̝̟̝͍̪̦͊̉̏̓̅̌̉́̽́̎͛̽͠͝u̷̡̖̩̯̬̐̋͗'̵̢̨̩͖̤͙̈́̏̔͊̄̒̋̏͂̌̚ͅv̶̢̮̙̭̤̮̄̂̈̈́̍͗̋͛́́̾̚͠e̵̡̧̱̣̖̱͙̳̼͓̜͇̍̔̒̀́̇̉̈́̚͠ ̷͙̤͉͈̜̟̮͎̲̒̆͌̽̓g̶̡̭̻̠̝͠ͅǫ̷̦͙͍̙̬̬̥̹͕̓͌͛̈́̀͒̆̅̍̈́̏͜ͅt̶͙͎̪̲̖̻̹̬̗̟̼͉̠̳́͌͆͐̆́̆̓̓̔̑̆̆̕͝ͅ ̴͈̳̩͔̰̝͒̉́́͗̀̊́̎́͘ṭ̷̢̛͖͈̳̙̟̭̭̝̳̂̿̔͛͂̓̊̔̉̈́̈̔͗̕͜o̶̞͓̣̲̤̥̹̻͌͒̌̅̾́̋̅̓̀̔͘ ̶͎̹̲̼̮͍̘̥͓̤̩̮̺̭̦̒ͅf̵͙̦̦̑̀̅́̾͋̋ẻ̴̢̓͆͊̚͜͝ȩ̶̹̹͎͚̱̳̲̈́ͅl̶̬̲̅͋́͛̑̈́́ ̸̧̩͖̤̟͌̍̒̓̕̚͝ẅ̸̲̱̲̞̘̰̗̘͎̗̞̣̊͌̎̒̿̅̓̇̉̂͘ḣ̶̡̛̺̲̱͓̻͚͎̤̟̮͈̔̂̈́͂̅̏̈́̆͑̚ę̴̜̖̙͖̲͎̲͓̥̄̇͆n̶̢̦͓̤̲̯̮̥̫̭͒̏͐͌͗̕̕ ̵̤̻̇̉͂ͅŷ̴͎̑̈́̌̅͒̂͐͗̉̕o̵̪͍̭̱͒̊u̷͈̺̮̖͎̖̰̬̲̼͎̝͉̹̲̽̂̕͜ ̴̨̢̛̗͚̗̟̙͓̟̞̯̜̦̣̣̋́̉̃̊̕͘s̶̞̭̜͊̀̅̈́̆͆̈̀͂̋͆͋̕͜͠͠͠t̸̺̹̱̃͊́̈̌͒̈̆̎͌̈́̕̕͝ͅá̴̢̡̧̨̗̝̙̳̯͕͔͈͕̣̓̀̀͗̽̅͘͠ͅȑ̷̛̺̹̝̙̯̦͗̽̐̈̈́͌̎̆̈͛̒͂͌̕ţ̵̪̟͚̖̗̥̺͉͖̌̈̊͛̍̾̀̑̾̾̈́͘͠ͅ ̸̤͉͓̩̤̟̠̥̲͉̫̲̅̄͐͜s̴̳͖̩̗̉̉̐͊̕o̴̬͆̓́m̷̢̥̘̲̬̹̠̠̥̦͒͛̀̓̓̃͌̀̀́̌͑͜͝ͅe̸̛̲͗͒̒́͆̑̓̊͗̚̚͝͝t̶̡̥͙̥̲̒̂̔ḫ̵̨̨̢̣̮͖̼̣̺̙͍̦̙̘̯̉̏̂i̷̡̯̮̞̅͌͑͐̕ņ̷̡̲̱̱̹̤̩͇͎͕̓͑͒̎̅͗̇́̀̒̍͘͜͠ͅͅͅg̵̨̲̾ ̴̛̙͙̠̱͋̔̀̓̈́̉̆̈́͝n̶̨̛̞̥̒̈́͐̇͌̈́̍̓́̉͘è̵̢̳̌͌͗̄̀ẁ̴̧̢̨̙̠͍̖̖͔̟̠͇͖̌͒͗̊̈̽̐̏͂͜ͅ.̶̧̛̝̟̙͙̪̮́͌̓̊̋͋̆̒̂̍̕͠
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̶̨̲̰͖̺̱̝̭̰̲̳̮̜̫̟̗͛̓̀͐͋̇̈̽͊̌̌͛̈́̎̽c̴͖͆̌̑̃̈́̍̉̎̓͘͝ļ̷̛͈͍͎̯̘̀͊̿̅͌̎̌̄̈́̋̀i̷̢̛̠̗̙͚̖͌͐́̋̂̂̑́̽̔͐̍͝͝ͅḉ̶̧͕̳̰̬̦͈͓̬̼͍͉͉̻̔́́͜ḧ̴̡̡̛̤̘̺͈̥̦̜̪͍̣̮́̔́͗͗̇̿̽͂̋͠ͅę̵̟̘̞́̍̏̽͝ ̵̘̔̚ä̵̡̛̠͔̘̟͉͉̜̫̗́̇̒̍̃̑͆͋̿͂͛͋͘͠n̵̫̯̺̙̟̼̜̪͕̪̺͓̖̄̉d̸̛̜̲̗̐̃̆̈́̊̾ ̶͚͙̝͉͆̇͛̀̏̏͜ḑ̶̛̰̼̦͚̮͔̫̹̏̏̿̒͛̋̐͑̔̓͘̕̚e̷̡̱͕̪̤͆͜ͅv̶̡̨̼͖͈̦̱̬͇͍̼̱̘̱̐̃̆͌̏̚ͅơ̷̜͍͕̦͈͔̼͊̈͝i̶͚̣̭̱͔̮̻̳̬͉̐̈́̀ḑ̶̛͙̠̩̖͎̯̭̣͙̖̲̪͑̈͂̄͜ ̷̧̛̜̤̭̹̜̬͇̹͙ơ̷̢̨̢̥̬̩̭͚͖̝͕͚̳̇͊͌̐̍͒̈́̅̇̏͜ͅf̸͇́̽͗̃̐̚͠ ̷͚͎̹̃̃̓̓̏̀̓̀̾r̵̢̦̝̘̤̼̲̜͙̜̗̱̥͇̃̓͐̐̌̈̅̑͂̀̄̆̑̊̕̚ͅę̵̮͎͍͕̹̇̌͗͆͒͊̈͗̍͛́̉̑ä̴̡̤̼̲̣͙̗̤́́̒̾̈́͌̽̇̑̏͑͜ͅl̸̻̙͙̰̬̟͆̈́̿̈́̓̑́̀̑̑͗̚̕ ̸̨̢̢͇̻͖͇̻̫͕̗̪͚̤̅͂͊̑͘m̵̢̟͈̝͖̟̜͇̩̫̲̜͖̞̌͌̈́͂̍̋͠ẻ̸͖̦͙͔̘̎͋̈́̉̅͗̒͒̃̃̔̔͠ä̸̛̲̻̮͉͉̤̪̰̰̬̭̲́̾̐̓͋͝͝n̶̘̮͖͚͎̜͉̮̗̙̻̻̟̟̝̬̐̑͛ĩ̷̧̜͇͍̰̝̩͍͎̬̙̈́͌̿̆̊̇̋̆̀̊͆̚͜n̵̯̙̟̮̫̖̯͔̞̹̈́̅͠g̵̬͙̤͓̦͍͈͎̒̂̈́̊̊̊͊̈́̇̕̚͜͠͝ͅ ̴̞͈͇̹̳͔͎͙̗͖̀͊͌̆̔̀͂͆̚̚b̸̛̥̼͈̩̫̫̆̏̍̐̾̿̓̌̄͝y̵̥̣̲̰̤̻̗̜͇͔̍͋͆̑̈̐̑́̍͑̋͂͒͘͝ ̶͇̝̼͔̮̤͕͓̳̟̤̠̆͘͠t̴̢̝͕̥͈̯͚̖͙̽̈́̃̚͘͠ḧ̷͎͇̓̊̽͒̅́͘ḕ̶̢͉̘̯̝̪͉̼̥̔̅̅̽͗͊͗̄̍ ̷͛́̈́̈́́͑͋̊͂́̚͜m̷̱̲͚̝̙͖̥̐͆̊̇͋͛͆͆͊̚͘͝ő̷͓̙̩̪̲͚͉̖ṙ̴̡̨̹̲̫̻͇̖͚̗͈̠͕̯͜e̷̼̹͔̝͍̹̜̽̂ ̴̨̞̮̱͚̝̝̪̂̄͋͊͝i̴̧̡̢̯̪̥͉̫͓͔̿͂̑́̀͐̌͆̾̈́́̚r̶̺͉͓̜̤̣̜͙̬̞̙̮͆̈́̈́̇͆ͅô̷̧̟͖̮̜͇̗̭̞͂̾n̶̛̽̉̔͜͝ī̸̡̢͚̟̼̫͙͍̥̐̐̉͊̔̅̀̓͒̍̄͜͜͝č̸̲̩̪̪͔͕̭̬̯͇̩̰͖̈́̽̊̏̀̉͊͂́͠ ̴̡̢̣̳̫͌̉͗̑̈́̕͠ạ̷̓̎̂̌͋͑́͛̓̊̊͗̚̚m̴̢̧̢̦͓̫̰͎̻̹̟̈̓͠ͅȍ̶̩̗̺͓͋̓̔̊͑̃̄͊̐ͅn̷̛̜̣̖͔͙̂̎̇̒͆̂̐̅͋̈́͒̓͜g̶̟̖̬͔̯̭̖̩̥̺͑͑̐̒̎̎̾͊͒́͝ ̷̨̧̰͔̻̘̱̙͕͇̥̈́̌̾̒̍̚ư̸̰̣̜̪̎̂͑́̒̃͐͗̓̑̌̈́̋̚̕s̶̭͐̊́̍̿̓͗̕̚͠͝,̷̢͇̙̥͎̫͎̫̮͕̮͆͛͒̄̓͋̕ ̵̢̛͕̣͇̮̱̼̦̲̯͇̺̝̯̽̋̊̈́̄͂̓͐ḙ̸̹̈́ͅv̷̡̩̎̒͂͛̅̀̅̈̃͜e̵̛̠̞͑̐́͒̆̓̀͠͝n̵̨̖̮͈̜̠̹̦̲͍̹̦̲͕̿̚ ̴̧̢̨̱̪̱̹̙̱̮̠͔͍͚͎͚̄͆͛m̶̨̢̨̮̻̦̤̝͎̲̬̗̺̖̑̾͋̓̀̋̊̃̾̍̀̓̃̅́ͅͅy̸̧̛̻̱̞̼͙̮̱̱̞̖̼̒̓̑́ͅŝ̸̨̝̰̞͕̜̩̆́̀͆̍̓̈̓̍͝e̸̪̮̩͇͇͕̫̩̫̒̄̐̉͗́́͘͝l̵̡̲̦̣̼̺̅̆ḟ̷̡̘̍̑́̕͝.̵̢̧͍̣̳̲̘̬̠̠͇̋͛̓́̆͌̃̌̃̄̚͜ ̸̖̖̟̥̳͐̈́͋͒͊̓̀̄͐P̴̖͙͔̬̲̭͈͚̘̯͕̏̈́́̆͋̿̒́͊̇́̓̚ą̴̢̡͎͓̹͎̗͉̖̫͈̟̜̆́͠͠p̴̡̤̭̠͐́͛͆̐̏͝e̵̡͆́͒́͆̈͊̇̓̎͌̂r̶̢̗̐̔̾̽̔̊̓͑̀͌͑͘͝ ̶͓̫̬͈̑̈̈́͒͛̈́̈́̂̌̍̈̊p̵̪̋̀̔̔̎͊̀̏̈́̽̾̄̓ê̵̛͖̱̲̤͐̊̈́̒̑͂͐̈̃͆͘͝ǫ̷̡̱͓̌p̶̨̙̙͔͔͉͚̓̀̐͋͆̃̈́̀̂̈ḷ̷̡̘̩̲͚̝̭̝͈̺̘̓̓͜e̶̥̭͚̜̹̼̳͕̿̈̓̑͆́̄͛̚,̴̧̞̎͘͜ ̸͙͚̻̼̟͈̝͉̥̮̦̠̩͇͌̏̽͗̌̑͗̀̓̌́̿̑͜s̸̨̛͙̘̘͓̖͊̎̉̀̌̐̅̾͗́͗͆͛͗h̵̛̛̻̄̈́̂̇̿͋̐̍̓͜͠͝ȯ̷̧̮͈̪̫̱̣̳̤͓̦͎̊͋͑̅͗̄̑͐̆͊̋̃̀̔̕͜ö̸̢̢͕̞͕̲̤̤̜̘͖̞́̆͊̕ẗ̴͉̩͍͎͕̮́ͅi̴̧̹͕̮̖̰͍̦͖̿̈̾͜n̸̡̜͓͕̳͍̻͈̣̓̿g̴̡̬̘͚̭͈̞̬̺͔̫̭͔̝̼̓́͛̅̀͠͠ ̸̜̲̹̥̟̺͓̩̗̻͔͉̼̠̹́̋́̈́̑̐͆̌s̶̨͙̤̀́͑͠t̷̡̡͙͔͎̩͕͖͖̲̻̥̦͂̉̀͘͝a̸̢̳͍͚̮̪̹̺̹̝̎́̉̒͋̆̈́̀r̸̨͚̟̠̠͎͊̃̄͊̚͠ͅş̵̜̘̞̯̳̥̙͇͖̭͍̮͙͒̀̃̑͒̔̏ͅ,̴̦͉̗̪͚͑̒̌ ̴̧̨̭̩͕̫̦͇̣͍͖͙̎̃̽͐̄̽͠s̷̗̣̤̻̉̀͑̆̊̆́͂̀̽̆͝ŏ̵̡̡̡̬̳̠̠͚̘̗̻̯̋́͌̓́͂̚̚͠͝ͅư̶̢̠̜͍̱̻̱̥̤͎̱̄͛̈́̊͒́̈́̾͜l̶̡̼̳̝̫̹͇̺̖̻͙̮̾̆͜m̵̨̧̗͚̝͕̺̫̱̠̘̞͉͒ȁ̷̲̪͗̃̍͋̔̆̎̇̌̐͒̃̚͜͝t̶̢̟͇͠e̵̢̖̫̳̦͖͕̣̪̫̔̈́̌̈́̓̉͆͋͜s̶̢̙͂̈́̽̔̾̎͐̈́͠,̴̡̧̹͇̦͈̣͍̝̓́̎̔̓͌̈́͆̆̍̏̕ ̷̧̺͚͙̳͇͓̦͎̩̜̖͌͂̀̔̀̓͛͛͌̐̕͝ͅl̶̛̜̓ơ̷͕͍̝̤̺͉̺̮̻͔̝͕̭̭̽͋͜͠͠v̵̧̛̳͕̭̤̰̘̮̦̗͍̀̇̈́͐͐̈́̓̿͠ë̷̡̠̳̬͉̲̠̭̺̠̠̝̫͖̻̿̏̋͋́́̚̚ ̷̡̨̭̳̫̌̎͋̒̚͝ä̷̭̮̩̩̼͖̯͇́͒͊͛̈́͒͂̓̔͐̚͜͝ẗ̸̡̝͚̣̰͇̞̺͓̠͇͈̊́̾̌͐ ̴̛̛̺̜̈̾̋̃͌̑̔̃͑̄̚͘f̶̧̡̭͉̝̳̜̘̜̗̮͚̹͕̻͆̊͐͂̃͐̊́̀̓̾̾͘͝ĭ̵̡̝̠̟̱̬͙̰̳̗̖̱͚̰̥̦͂̀̊r̵͓̜͍̙̯̯̲͇̖̥̪̼̬̔̔̑͐̒̀̿͐̆̚s̷̡̧̹̜̝̮͓̗̹͙̹͐͋̾͌́͂̓̈́̈́̆̀̉̿̚͝ͅͅt̴̼͕͖̬͊́͒̽͗́͗̒̏̍̀ ̴̢͍̝̦̲̟͔̲͚̦̘͙̲̪̪̈́̑͜s̵̢̨̝͙͇͍̞͙̩̹̯̆i̶̛̛̝̽͂̌̽̑̾̓̕͝g̸̢̛̬̱̪̣̿̿͗͛͑̃̏̈́̈̈́̃̂̍̕͝h̴̢̡̛̲̫̮̗̹̺͙̩̝̃̄͆̋̀̕t̸̢̡̹̠͈̰͚̰̦̣̰̀̒̿̽͑̅̿́̓̋͜͠͝-̵͍̜͔̮̈͒͆-̴̣̜̳̞̦̲̤̼͔͇̥̫̈́̓̅͐̈̽̍͘ ̸̹̰̼͔̮̫̻̉̏̍͝t̸̜͐͑̌͌̅͘͝͠͠h̷̡̝͓̲̙͚͇̗̟͖͕̤́̎̏̒͂͗̈́͐̐̆̀̈́̒͗̅̉͜͜͜ͅḛ̴̢̗̘̥͙̆͋̇͆̌̿̋͌̚̚ ̷̨̳̱̄͐̆͋̅̓̆͊̈́͌k̸͙̭̯̎̒͊̉̏͒͋͘͠͝ḭ̸͉̳̭̜͛͑̋̚n̷̛̲̯̪̟͕͊͆͐̌̀͝ͅḑ̸̰̳̽ ̶̢͚̯̰̫͙͚͖̺̪̀̋̈̈́̎́͑̏̓̇̚̕͘ͅo̶̳̭͇̖̙̭̙̘̥̖͒͆̏̾̂́̈́̀͌́́̄̄̆̀̊f̷̡̡̘̗̲̞̖͇͖̲̄̆͊͒́́̃̊̿̓̚̚͠ ̶̛̥̘͓̼̩͙̓͛̆̉̓͆̆̉̃̚ṯ̶̼̫͍̺̙̘̊͊́̅h̷̡̪͓̱̰͕͈̣̮͔̞͇̎̐̓͐͊͒̉̍̒̏̌̾̀͘̕͘i̴̞̫̐͐̄̍̀̽̒͛̾n̶̡͓͓͍͚͎̝̞̣̺̣͙͓̪͋͒̓͂ģ̶̨̨̢̛̫͈̦̱̦̥͔̥̪̹̦͙̽͛̒̿̈̿͐͠͝s̶̫̬̩̿̆͜ ̸͎͙͆̏̾̓̒̎̎͘̚͠h̵̼̻̦͕̳͔̊͑ͅo̸̠̱͉̬̹͓͇̘̝̘̞̜͛́̀̊̍͋̔̃̀͠p̴̧̨̧̺͎̝̪̮͒͐̀͗e̶̡̖͇͋͒̓͂̾̽̿̔̽̀́͗͘͘l̴̨̦͖̪̜̼̩̜̭͙̪̤̩̒̀͌̍̐̕͝e̵͚̲̱̗͉̳̬̋̋̾́͛̄͠s̸̡͈̣̹̊̋́̌̀̾̏̚͘s̴̡̬̱̤̜̱̱̹̭̗̝̬̲̭̒͜͝ ̷̧̖̟̥̯̤̲̰̦̦̦̤̋̓͜r̵̨̛̹̟͔̰̹̞̣̼̭̦͆́͊̅̾̊̽̂̍̽̾̈̈ơ̴̢̇͐͘̕m̶̝̞̞̠͉̼͖̻̩̳̀͗ͅą̶͕͙̬͔͔͈̺͇̲̗̲̮̰͆́͛̂͗́͑́̽̇̚͘͝ń̷̛̝̝͈̤̲̣͔̦̖͌͗́̇͛̍̈́̚ͅt̶̡̛̼̤̯͇̣̹̪͇͖̯̜̟̪̟̄̈́́̾͒̏͂́̈́͊̍͘͝͝į̷̨̭͔̳͕̖̝̭̅̅̈́͒̆̓̆͐͋̈́̓̓̒c̴̛̰̎̒̎̇́ş̸͓͓̰̫̥͇͇̱̪̄̈́ ̷̧̛̣͖̬̩̝͇̗̪̼̈͐̾͛ť̸͕̼̌̆͋͂̄̿̕ͅͅȁ̸̮̦̂̓̿k̷̡̢͈͓̙͉͕̬̝̱͌̉͠ȩ̵̟͔̟͔̭̭̯̹̦̰͑̂͗͒̚͜ ̵̢̘̮̟̭͎̞̲͖̣̾̓̀͘̚͝t̴͉̣̟̰͉̙̱͈̪͕͔͈̰̣̠͆͛̓̀̐͂͆̔̈́̀͜͝ő̸̢̻͉̻̗͓͔͇͉̹̟̦͓̹̳̫̉̽̋ ̶̨̧͇̺̥͔̭̖̀̏͘͜͠ḫ̸͙̟̠̐̓̋́̽̓̀̏̀͐ę̶̡̢̗͎͕̭͍̼̮͚͖̰̣͆͐͗̃͋̏̈́͊̌̋̈́̌͌͜͜͠͠a̸̛̹͉̤͇̪̔̏r̷̨̝̯̝͚̜̤̤̟̫̭̰̰̈̇̈̎͗̚͜ţ̷͎͖̣̙͍͙͑̾̈̈́ͅ…̸̡̧̢̮͙͚̠̹͖̼̦̩͔̏͒̒͠ͅ ̴̢͕̘̱̜̞̪͖̰̬͇̆͊̋̈́̓̊̿̅͑͛͛̒́̚͝t̵̝̩͉͉̦̰̏͘h̶̛̘̝͖̠̳͔͍̣̗̓̈̈́͑̒̆͆̃̎̋̈̕͠͝͝ė̷̡̛͈͎͉͇̘̮͓̊͐̊͛͗̀̈́̌́͝ỷ̸̹̺̱͓̫̣͠͠ͅ ̸̢̭̠̭̟͉̜̥̹͓̝̗͒̈̋ą̶͕̳͇̖̹͕̼͇̀̇̂͂̌͑̄͋̍́̀́̍̚͜r̶̢̛̟͇̰͍̤̞͓̱̯̲̗̓̽͒̍͗̐̕̕͝ę̵̡̞̱͈͔͈͕͕̖̱̀̌̕̕n̶̢̛̗͙͉̭̗̰̣͕̫̞̟̣̙̆̏͌̅̍̏̍̈͋̿̚̚͜'̵̡̺͗̎̓̇̇ẗ̵̨̨̟̼̠͍̳͈̯̦̜͓̝̺́̓͊̀́̆̆̀̎́͝ ̷̞̰̠̋̅̀́̾̀̄̔̕͠͠j̸̧̥̯̺̹̃̀͋̍̀̒̚͘ǔ̷̢̡̗̩̝͇͉͈͚̜̼̣̆̈̆̕s̴̲̖̖͓̖̹̝̺̟̻͚̦̠̗͍͌̌̏̾̉̊͌̓̃͂̉̚͜ţ̶̦̟͉̩̫̝̘̱̳͓̤̀̋̈͝ ̷̳̈́͗͗̈́͘͝͠j̸̨̪̜͖̘͂̍̈́̇͘͘o̷̙̹̩̪͚̞̤͎̰̫̩̦̟͍͗̃̃̈̃͑̅̓͠ͅk̴̡͚͎̙͖̪̹͖̪̝̭̥̻̮̀̓͌͌͐̇̐̆è̴͓̟̜̯̘͇̒̆͆̐̂͘ͅŝ̵̥̤̱̠̲̗̎̒̒̒̆̕͜͝.̶͔̼̦̞̘͒̈̅͗̈̆̑͗͛͠͝
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Is there a point to this? Not really. Just the realization that my worldview is actively at odds with a lot of other people's (when is anyone's ever not?) and it had implications that I couldn't control.

This isn't even fiction, this is just mind garbage. Journaling? Meh. I dunno.

Sorry.

Clean House

I wouldn't know where to put stuff in a perfectly clean house. Everything is already where it belongs, and adding something new would just fuck it up.

You're just out of place. You're not supposed to be there. You throw things out of balance.

You're wrong.

It's the same with people who keep tidy lives. If they don't make a spot for you... you stick out like a sore thumb. Eventually you get tossed out.

You don't match the décor.

Push

I just don't know how to stop.

I always push too hard, too soon, too much.

Then when it doesn't work, or somebody else gets scared or hurt... I pull in.

I pull in too hard, too soon, too much.

I scream. Oh god I scream on the inside when it all inevitably spirals downward.

I grab at anyone or anything that's willing to listen to my mistakes and words. I end up screwing things up with them too.

It's an endless cycle of emotional begging that I ask of people.

The sad thing is that the one person that's willing to listen is the one I pushed the hardest.

Tightness

Tightness.

A noticeable and not insignificant reduction in the rate in which you breathe.

You start to get shaky and every action takes a little bit more effort. You feel as if every muscle is straining against some invisible force to keep you in place.

You don't want to move because you feel as if you might stumble. You don't want to stumble because you don't want to draw attention to yourself.

Every effort seems worth it to push forward but you just want to crawl into a ball at the same time. You want them to look away and you want them to hold you and you want them both at the same time.

You want someone to care for you but you want to push them away. You want to push them away because you want someone to care for you but you can't reconcile these two things because every time someone gets close you can't take it.

Tightness. Fear. Anger? Not yours. Theirs. If they knew.

Sadness.

Deception.

What would it all mean if their world crumbled before their eyes because you spent so long propping it up that you didn't realize it was empty.

Like one of those beautifully crafted two foot deep Hollywood buildings that fall flat when you push them.

All the window dressing in the world won't hide what's behind the curtain. It's just gonna be you, standing there like an idiot with a hammer, a board, and some nails realizing that you have nothing to hold up anymore.

Even if they accept you for who you are without the window dressing you turn tail and run. You run and run and run because it hurts too much to realize that the deception you put up wasn't even necessary.

But you've spent too long showing them the other face to stay. It would be wrong. It would hurt them. Would it? Do they care?

I don't know if they do.

I don't know.

Dreamy Eyes

We were sitting in a booth opposite each other. My hands were on the table, palms down. She reached out and laid her hands over my own.

She looked at me, and was talking about how badly she felt. She told me that the reason it didn't work out was because she had some condition-- something about her eyes.

She took off her glasses so I could see. Her eyes were... animated almost. Their shape was fluid and fluctuating. It was almost as if I was staring into two black holes and couldn't quite focus on the irises, which sucked in all the light.

A few tears gently rolled down her cheeks. Her mouth moved but I don't remember the words. Small smiles were exchanged but inside I saw terror. I felt it too.

I don't remember feeling her hands on my hands. All I remember is looking down and being aware of their presence without the sensation.

It was like talking to a ghost.