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I wondered for a long time about what Fitz had meant by what he said about heroes and tragedies.

For a while I thought I was a hero, ǫ̴̜̲̖͔̝͎͛̃̈̔̋͋̂r̴͚̗̖͍̖͍̦͈̈͂͊̏̿͐́͠ͅ ̴̛͔͚̰̥̥͓̞̝͙͂͛̈́͗͛̾̑̄̌̇ͅă̸̛̲̹͚͍͑̍̿̂̓͌̐͛̓̍̈́̈́̇t̴̟̹͇͖̀̓̏͊̑̒͒̍̇̉̔̏̕ ̸̧̰̥̮̼͍̗̃̽̆̚ͅl̴̺̘̫͊̆͘ę̷̠̺͍̹̪̫̹͉̖̈́̉̈́̑̋̐̃̍̌͝a̶̧̯̥̘̭̮̞͍̙͇͕͇̱̗͑̒̽̓͊̅̆̂͊̋s̴͉͇̄̿̈́͆̀̒͘͝t̵̢̛̜͖͔̱͆̆̅̈̉̓̉̽̅̆̕͜͝ͅͅ ̸̢̛̛̘͓̰̳̺̲̖̮̥̳̱̙͙̇͋̆̿̔͆̃͒̀I̴̢̡̟̼͈̮̩͔̾̓̕ ̶̢͚̳̞͇̮̠͍̝͔̜͛̈̄̈́͋̿̚̚ẅ̵̘͔̹̜̝̳͋̀̈́̏å̵̳̫̳̬̪̂̅̊̐͛͝͝ņ̶̯̻̠͎̙͚̼̹̙̲͌ͅt̴̡̡̡̺͍̠̱̲̝̱̤̻̯̋ȇ̶̛̫̹͕͌͌͌̓͌̃̎d̵̜͇͔͗̏̒̓̏͌̐̔̍̈́̓͂̕͜͝ ̴̫̮͉̳͉̗̊́̈́̉̇̎̈́́̉̾͝͠t̵̲̘̞̬̠̠͉̫͎̮̹͛͌̈́̓̅͒̕ͅo̶̢̨̡̢̖͓̫̪̬̙̳̠̫͒̑̇̈́̋̊͋̊͗̄͋̉͜͝͝͝ ̸͇̜͕̭̦̩̯̫̤̘̂̒̈̌̅̀͂͗͐͗͗̄̕͝͠b̴̫̯͓̮̞̜̬̤̎̓̾e̸̪͉̥̙̔͋̽̀̍͆̈͜ ̵̢̛̘͈̥̘̠͚̜̖̂͊̌͗̈͘͘͜ṏ̷̢̢̞̩̞̭̱͈̥̟̆͋̐̄̍͂̌͊͗͠͝ṇ̸̛͋̈́̈́̄̑͆̏̀̕e̷̗̰̹̩̺̣͐͛̈͑͐̔̑̚͘.̸̥͕̩̅͆̔̽͊̓̃̚͜ ̴̣̬̦̃̂̿̂̌̊͗̍́̃̂̃͝İ̸̡͈͎̯̭̲̟̼͓̝͖͓̲ ̵̡̙̳̦̹̣̺̗̗̾̈́̂̾̆̿̃̂̈́͒w̷̡̨̢̢̛̺̟͈̲̻̘̲͛̍̾̀̾͘a̵͈̘̮̝͓͇͋̂̋͆̈̆͐̓̆n̷̝̈́̎͂͂̎͌͝ţ̵̗͇̹̖̱̘͖̖̘̈́̿̓̌̉͂̀̈́ē̵̱̭̅̀̿̈́̔́͆̋̈́̒͝͝d̵̩͙̔͊ ̵̡̢̟͙͓͖̲̖͇̯̜͙͙͙̈͜t̸̨̡͚͓̳͚̘̯̰͇̺̟̐̚o̴̱̯̤̍̈́̓͝ ̶̧̢̛͙̼̖̯̺̘̥͕̭̙̭̥̖͑̃̉̌̕͝ŗ̶̯̫̗̺̣̖̰̲͖͓̑̕į̷̪̯̙̥͈͓͙̳̙͓̙̱͔͎̇͑̔͌̊̔̋̂͐̃̉̿͘ǵ̷̨̪̼͎͎̹̺̝̟̙̻̱̼̻̖̍́͑͊̎̒͂h̴̰̻̞̯̗̰̦͗̑̇͆̽͜ț̸̣̤̹̳̰͍̭̞̮͉̄̈́͝ ̴̪͍̪̍t̶̡̮̪̲̰͖͕̀͂̒͌̈́͜h̸̡̛̲̳̬̲͖̪̟͉̪̪̅̃͗͐̿͘è̶̠̙̦̟̪͔̝̯̹͐̓̽̈̍͆̍͑̊̚͠ ̶̧̨͔͉͈̹̲̜̮̩̦̩̝̜̓͋̌ͅw̷̡̢̢̛̤̝̳̩̞̫̯͚̌͛̽̂̋̓͌̓͐̃̂̈́͝͠ͅͅŗ̶̡̙̱̱̣͈̺̆̿͠o̵̢͉͇̹̭̫̭̮̲͇̞̅͌̓͒̋̊͝n̸̡̺̰̩̅̊͊́ġ̵͔̰͉̗̣͔̎̆͐́͆̊̚͠s̴̛͓̭͕̖̣͎̣̈́̈́̂̓̈̓̊̍̽͑̕͠͝͝ͅ ̴̧̡̛̣͓͍̬͕̘̰̟̳̹̝̯̝̉̂͌́̎̔͛̌͋͗̚a̴̝̳͕̒͒͑́͛̐̿͆̿̈́̾̚ǹ̶̮̦͕̇̽́̈́͋͊̓͒̚͝d̵̤̦͔̤̲͕̥̘̋͊͂̒͜ͅ ̶̛̝̼̰̟̰̣̘͐͌̆̈́̒͠ṕ̸̢̨̛͖͚̟̱̻̬̮̓̉̍̍̐̏̄̾͊̇͜͝͝ͅr̵̡̧̨͓̞̤͖͕͚̤͓̠̤̓́̽́̀́͆͘͘͜͝e̸̛̩̠̦̭͓̥͊̈͑̍ͅͅv̴̛̘̳̻͕̺̮͝͠ȇ̴̡̨̖̯̫̰̩̼̲͙͓͇̉̿̓̈́͌͋̏̍̿̕͝͠ͅn̵̢̢̛͉̰̻̭͔͖̞̱̰͒͒́͐́͂͌̏͘ͅt̶̡̛̩̫͔̲̱͍̯̥͖̙͈̖̝̖͒̀̀͌͆̐̚͝ ̶̝̦̏̄̋t̵̳̙̳̹̪̬͎̔̃̈́̇͝h̵̨̨̥̝͓͇̘̤͗̂e̷̡̛̲̹͖̫̭̭͚̫̼͛̒̒̓͗̓͛͐͐͊̌̀̚ ̷̫̈̇̉͂̿̊̾t̴̢̢͎̠̺̂̾̍̏̏͜͝r̴̖̻̟̔͊a̸̧̱̖̯̥̦̫̔͆̆̾̈́́͂̂̽̋͐̃̆̕ģ̸͎͉̬̘̠̳̯̞͖̲̟̬̇̈́̌̐̔̒̚͠ͅẽ̴̢̨̬̳͉̖̤͙̦͚͒̍̓́̅͘͘̕͝d̵̮̗͚̞̹̹̮̙̻͌í̴̞̣͉͚̟̹̦̖̩͊͝ę̴̧̥͙͔̪̮̱̠̥͙̌̌́̍̉͆̈̂̅̄̉ş̴̗̘̹͖̲̩̪͖̺̳̻̖̒̔̓͘ ̷̡̡̛̠̤͖̮͚̼̤̈́͑Į̸̛̥͇̼̩͈̱̝͆̎̉̔̄͠͝ͅ ̷͔̹͌̓̎̈́͒́̐͋̆͝s̶̫̾̔̀̃̿͒͛͐̄͗̏͝͝ä̴̧̼̥͙̱̮̘̲͖̻̔̅̈͌̂͐̄̉̈́w̷̨̘͖̜͙̦̒͗̿ ̴̰̂̈̍͊̾͘h̴̨̪̮͌́͂̅̀̓͠͠a̶͓̙͎͉͔̬͎̖̿̐́̈́́͜p̴̰̜̣͓̼̖͚̗͆͋͘p̴̠̳̞͕̙̫̱̮̝͎̟̹̿̀̊͋͜ͅe̷̢̤̣̤͓̞̝̩̬̺̹̝͚̿̿̇̈́͂̊͌̈͘͝n̶͚͉̼̣̙͕̩̳͇̼̏͒́́͊ǐ̴̡͖̻̫̪͖̳̙͗̀̓͑͆ņ̷͇̲̥̘̫͔̺̰͖̳̄̌͂͐̑̊̃̄͗̆̀͘͝g̴͙̣̠̒ ̷͍̭̳͔͓̜͂͋̓͑̑̔͂̔̐̕ͅa̷̛͖̯̰͇͐̈́̉͊̒͑̅̒̒͊̈̎̀͝ͅr̴͇̥͉̻̺̮͎̟͆̂͗̅͒̿̎̐̑̚͜͜͝o̵̥̱͍̞̠̜̲̝̤̝̮͉̐̉͆̒̈̇̓͐͐̈̚͘͝ͅų̵͎͇͎̭͇̼̳̺̃͐̈̋͐̿̿͊͜n̵̡̨͉͖͚̭͔͕̣͔̜̜͓̊̄̋̃͠d̴̨͔̩̝̭̻̯͈̮̟̖͓̝̦̓͊̾̒͗͐̓̈́̈́͒͌̈́͘̚ ̴̨̛͕̟̮̇͑̓̃̚͠ḿ̸̢̡͙̳̭͕̯̪͓̣͔̯̠͚͉̎͌͂̊̇ē̸̮̗̾͊͗.̸̧̛̹̪̣͈̮̲̭̊̓
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̸̨͙̝̟͎͚̖̘̝̱̄̒̀̑̏͆̌͗͠T̶̡̜̮̞̱͇̘̲̮͎̞͇͖̃w̸̩̺̳̳͖̜̯̍͆i̴̛̲̣͉͔̠͚̖͎̯̯̥̩̜c̸͖̖͉̪̰͇̝͙͑̓͊̒e̷̼̰̫̺̓̇͒̍͋̒̎̇̏͐̍̏̔͘̚,̴̧̻̝̟͉̅̃̾͋͐͂̚͜ͅ ̷̧̻͈̲͚̭̜̹̩͔́̔̓̾̂͛ͅI̴̧̳̫̤̠̻͔͎̺̾̊̑̄̚ ̷̡̛͍͛͛̔̒̌̊͒̏̚r̵̢̢̯͚̦͓̽͛̀͒͒͂̓͐͒̑̓̔͜͜e̴̞̠̘̳̘͉̙̥̮̮͂̉̂͂̃̃̕a̷̢͔̳̹̝͈̬̣̠̰̘͓̠̱͒̈́̾̉̍́̓̓͘͝l̴͙̳͓̝̗̎̓̾͑̆̊̄̅͛i̸̡͖̪͙͚̊͛̓́̌̓̿̍͠͝ź̶̢̲̳̳̠͍̂̂͆́̀ȅ̷̜̙̿̇̓͂̑̅̎̾͊́͘͠͠d̴̖͇͕͚̩̬̘̪̣̹̳̠̖͛̅̏͑͒͊̓͠ ̸̯͚͊̿̀͋̃͆͜ṭ̶͈͕̘̘̯̝̲̃͂͑̈̅̍̑͐̈͑̏̚͝͝ͅh̷̲͚̭̓̌̿̔̉̅̿́̂̆̀̈́͆́a̷̡̗̗̦̭͖͕͎̐̏̀͝ṭ̶̛̤͙̜͔͊͐̄̊̆̐̇̿̂̊͑̈́͘͝ͅ ̷̨̛͖̲͚̪͑̌͊̓ă̴̧̡̺͈̩̥͕̄͐̅̾͑͗̒̉̍͠n̶̗̭̈́͋͑̒̑͘̚y̶̻͍̜̳̠̬̑̀̆͘͝ ̷̞̊̆̆̈́̍͊̐͑̊͊̕͠͝d̶̛̤͙̆̂̑͂̊̾́̏̾ͅȩ̷͈̙̟̯̹̘̀́́̋̎ͅl̵̨͚͔̟̘̦̻͓̞͆͊͛̿̅̏̊̂̋̐̈̒͊̕͠ừ̴̡͈̮̫͎͙͍̪̭͕̿̈́̀̃͂̑̈͆̉͗̀̽ŝ̸͙͍͔͎̈́̌̂͋͛̈́͝i̵̧̢̞̝̫̫͈̘̬̰̥̦͔͐̏͌̓̑̍̿͆̉̿̈́̎̃̃͜͜͝o̴͉͔̹͎͖̺̟͈̤̥͠n̸͎̬̰̜͖̤͒̕s̸̡̨̻͉͈̩̙͇͓̭͙̺̙͈͑̓̇̇̒͋̽̈́̚͘ͅ ̴̡̼̦̊͆́̈̊̃͋̀̕͜͝ȯ̸̙̔̄͂̉f̸͈̼͒̋́̀̊̊̑͗̈ ̴̡̗̩̣̻̜͉͈̾̒̂͒́́̎̈́̚̕g̸̝̈̅̅̂̕ř̴̫̽̀̀͐a̵̪͍̙̠̰̩̪̻̟͗̒̿̑̋̐̌͐͛͑n̴͖̗͉̖̪̠̼͚͝d̶̛̘͈͈̟̪̤̱̉͐̈̊̽̿̏̓́ͅě̸̢̗̯͓͍̯͓͔͈̩̜̥̟̲̏̀ͅư̴̧͉̪͎̱̻̟͔̙͓̭̘͈͌͛̐͌͌͆͗̽̿̈́͘͘͜͜ŗ̵̡̺̫̯̱̣̠͍͍̒̈͗̊͛͒̈́͌̾̑ ̶̗̪͖͖̝̞̪͇̈́͌́̈́̅̈́̄̑̀͌̏̊͜Ḭ̷̡̤̜̝̳͔͇̖̟̋̏̽̀̏̂̐̃̌̂̾̇̄͐͜͠ ̴̩̊͆͊̄̈́̉̓͒̚͝͝͝ḧ̸̢̡̧̟͙̜̠̠̥̥͈́͗͒͗̌̆̂̚ā̵̛̲̣͇̏̆́̊́̃̒̑̓̐͋̂͠d̸͔̜̥͖̤̍̌͂̂̐͑͛͛͑͒͐̆͑͜ ̴̣͕̔̀̒w̶̡̻̬̖͔͚̫̲̖̅̒̌͊͌̒̚͜ͅĕ̶̯̩̼̾̉̈́̈́̇̂̎̕͜͝ŗ̴̙̭̱̬̱̮̦̲̯̙̇̌͐̈́̌͝͠ệ̵̬̰̩̖̆͑͒͊̀̄̄̓͐͝ ̸̨̧̪̪͔̙̭͙͊̽̓̾̀̅̓̈́͌̇͜͝m̸̹̘̺̫͉͙̬̙͔̙̠̺̓̆̀̄̕ȩ̴̨̛͕͍̙̰̤̟̺͙͎̥̀̂͆͑̈̋̑̇́̚̚a̷̛̫͖̽̀̓́̌̀͘͝n̵͔͚̉͆̄̎̾̈́̌͑̅̾̇̑̔̐̚į̵̡̤͚͔̣̹̯͍̹̦͈̺͗̄̎̿̑̉̄͂̕̕͜͝͝͠n̸̺̗̐͐̊͒͘g̷̨̝͍̦̘̟͎̱͊̒̉͌̂̍̀̍͛͛͊̚͜ͅl̵̨͉͕̪̠͇͖̘̮͈̑̓̒̐͐̑̎ę̴̣̥̭̳̗̜͓̱̹̺̝̤̞͐́́͒͆̒͒͐͛͠͝ͅs̷͚͙͔͇͍̐́͋͗̂̃̅͗̇̒͒̀͝s̸̪͔͈̀́̂͐͒͐̽̃͠͝͝͝.̴̬̥̟̂̅̄̂͌̓͘̚ ̴̛̗͗͑̎̕T̸̗̺͓͍̦̀̾̈́̅̆ͅh̸̢͖̱̪̼̲̭͔̤́̃͂͒͛̅̋́̕e̴̛̟̺̦̩̻̝̓̂̎̾̐̓̓̿͋͆͛͑̓̕͜ͅȓ̷͎̀̏͆͛̒͒̚ę̷̣͎͎̘̝̖̠̻̻̺̰̭͆́̈́͌̃̉̅̀̂͋͠͝ͅͅ ̵̡̦̱̳͇̠͍͔̩͉̑̅͠i̶̢̡̩̳̟͓̲͕̰̱̣̦̬̻̚ŝ̴̢̻̲͐̈́ņ̵̅̄'̶̟̖͕̈́̇́͌̂̇̾͆̉̀̌̐͝t̴̥̣̙̄̆́̎̃̀̀͐̕̚ ̷̢̧̡̻̹̺̥̖̞̼̱̤̼͌̒̇̂̋̀͋̐͂̈̇̐̄̚͝ͅă̴̧̺̤̥̓̾́̽̊̓̿̕n̸̰̋͒͌̂̅̚y̸̠͚̙͛͐̂̈́̐͘ ̴͚̮͊̃̌̓͆̔p̶̠͕̝̘̤̗͖͚̣͆͆͛̍͐͐̐͂̀̾͊͐͘͠͠o̶̡̟͔̦̗͚͕̤̤̪̭̣̘͔̜͐͊̋̈́̊̈̇̅̍͝i̷̧̞̯̥͓̳̒͌̽̃̌͆̈́̉̐̋́͝n̴͔̙̮̺͂͛͊̑̋̈́̈́͐͆͘͘ͅţ̵̛̣͕̞̈́̍ ̷̢̗̬̖̽̅̏͒̆̓͑͒͆̇̈́͐̂͘į̵̤̹̝̩̙̬͕͖͉̗̹͚͔͈̀͘ṉ̴̤͙̺̰̫͓̃ͅ ̷̨̮̭̞̪̖̫̌͛ͅţ̶͓̮̳̬̙̞͒̓̅͌̽̃̈́̉̎̐͆̕͘r̸̞̰̫̜͓͙̠̬͉͙̭̪̯̥͙̐̕ỹ̸̦̯̘̈́i̷̗͙̗̬̰̠̩̩̻̠͕̊̾͛́̅̏͂͑̏̌̐̿̚͝ͅͅͅn̶̬̮͈͖̬͑͂̓̏͊̈͗̅̏͘̕͝ǵ̸̡̡̦̻͍͕̖͋̌͋͆̕ ̴͓̭͓̞̙̍t̴̛̟̫̣̅͐̋̓͑͊̇̾̆̀̇ò̷̢̡͙͖͙͇̮̗͈̈̽̒̐̂̽̑͑̐͒͐̄͐ͅ ̷͉͖̜̬͉̳͎͕͐̓͒̾͗͂̇͋̾̔͝͝͠͠f̴̝̭͖̹̋̌̄͒͆̀͊͋͑͜͠r̸̦͓͛͋̅̂̈́̀̔͠ȃ̶̡͇͈̳̼̫͔̮̥̱͓̗̖̜̇̈̈͋̈́̿͠ͅm̸͙͕̪̬͖̓̀̏̑e̴͚̘̼̥̜̓̂̅̋̈́͋̌͋͗̂́͘ͅ ̷̧̟̮͖̲͉̭̖͎̖͔̗̯̱̘͒̇̓̔͛̓̀̐͛̈́̈́̃̕m̵̝̱̦̦̮̫̔ͅy̷̨͕̌̽̃̒̽͛͝ ̵̥̖̹͋́̕̕l̶̢̧̖̠̞̏́̀́̓͌͛i̶̡̫͉͔̗̳̮͊͆͐̕f̴̪̭̖̭̏̽̏͆̀͒ẹ̶̢̳͕̜̫̻͈͂͒̓̑̔̆͑͘͜͠ ̵͇̭͓̼̺̝̩̘̮̎̽̆́̃̏́͠i̷̡̮̹̺̬͈̗̞̤̒̂̒͊̈̌̒͘͘͘͜n̴̠̝̘̣̲̽̇̈́͘ͅ ̸̢͕͈̫͚̣͖̹̖̭̪͓̏͋͌̊̇̉̊̈́̐̃ͅͅt̴̨͙̩̳̼̮͓́h̷̨̛̫̭͉̤͓͈̠͕̝̹̬̉͋͊̆̽̉̃̕͜͝ͅę̶̊̃͌̈́̔̀̃́̔̆̒ ̸̧̧̧͇̞̬̮̼̬̱̟̱̰̰̗̎̓́̈́̉̾̉̀̐͛̏͘̚͝f̴̧̢̞̮̲̲̭̮͔̳͉̺̫͙̃̔͗͂́́̈́͗̀́̐̈͝o̷͙̗̙̲̱̔̇͑̚͘͝ř̵͙͚̳̘͇ͅm̵̰̳̦̜͖̩̠̾͆̏͒ ̸̺̖̟̬͖̈́̌̈́ơ̶̛̦̻̖͙̌̅̽̾̄̓͊̿̚͝͠f̵̝͖͉̹̟̱̝̽́̽̉̀̅̋͌̈́̕̕͠͝ ̷̩͇̹͔̝̬͐̀t̸̻̱͔͗͋͐̆̔̕͜͝ř̸̡̛̛̟͚̣͚̭̮̱͚͕͎̦̔̆̎̈́̑̑͐̐͘ô̴̠̻͓̣͙̲͂̚͝p̵̨͔̐̐͛̎̽͛͒͂̚e̵̹̜̪̙͇̰̊ş̵̰̜̰̤͋̋̂ ̴̧̧̟̖̞͉͇̖̋̓̾͒͋̓͝ȧ̷̡͎̰͐͆͒́́̊̈́̓̎̚͘̕͠n̶͚͊̐̒̓͊̀̚͝d̴̳̹̍́̆̈́̽͊͑̈́̚͝ ̴̧͕͂̾͋̀́̍͑͗̑̍̑̌̑͝c̶̗̗̜̺̥͔͖̊́̑l̸͉͚̰̘̩͈̜̭͖͕̊̇̀̿͛͒̏͐̌̾̚͜͝ͅì̶̛͚͈̂̄̕c̴̼̖̬̝͍͈͙̥͖̻̜̀͒͊̽͆͛͠ȟ̴͚̤̪͇̤̻͈͉͇̌̋̐́͑͑̍̊̎̂ͅé̴͈̦̫̲͈̞̖̈́̄͌́̾̽́̂̓͐̀͝͝ͅs̴͎̊̇̾̉͒̑̿͐͒̆̀̈̏͘͝.̵̤̎̋̋̔̏́̆̈́̍̊͗̓̓̕.̶̭͎͖̟͇͔̯̣̬̼͆͑́͂͒.̷̡͕̥̉̔͂̐͋́̿̈͂͐͝͠ ̶̭̤̗̳̳̗̞̫̼͓̘̺̘͚̀̀b̶̹͙̰̜͕̯̺͍̮̀́͗͜ͅͅe̵̛̠̺̘͉̽͗̅͌̂̅̈́̒͗͑̑͘͜c̴̡̨̛̬̟̟̤̗̺͔̝̜̞̲̽̀̃͐̈́͂̋̂̌̿̕͝͝͝à̷̢̢̤̭͕͇͈͉̉̌̒̐̽̏̍̀̋̂͘̕͠u̵̥̱̜̳͉̤̲̩̪̱̲͔̙͈̍̄̽̏̈́s̵̢̧̢̳͍̑̒͆̾͒̾͌̏͂̑̌̈́̉̚͝ë̸͓͎̦͈́̅̀̓̂̏̾̏̅̋̇́ ̸̢̡̢͚͈̗̝͉͎̰͌̒́͗ļ̵̱͍̩̤̬̠̣͖̖̊̑͒̎̏̏̀̌̚͜͠i̷̼̮͂̉f̷̨̧̬̦̰̦̲̹̩̭̪̬͎̉͌̇̒̔̇́̇̒̋̑͗͝ę̴̢͍̜̙̹͍͚͉̱̹͚̄̿ ̷̛̝̞͍͉͕͚͓̥͓͍̺̠̓͊̈́̆̅̌̂͋̀̑͌̋ḩ̸̱͍͇̥̤͚͎̗͍͑̇̅͝ͅu̸̬̥͙̤̝̾̀͂̈̃̈́̔̔͋̂͘r̶̢̡͈̞̮͔̝̲͋̔̊̇̈̈́͠͝ͅt̸̡͖̩̯̩͙̰̥̎͊̆͂̆̾͝͝s̶̩̖̦̦̉̄̐͑̏̈́͊̾̿̂̒̌̍̀.̶̧̨͉̖͚̰͉̅͝
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̶̡̢̘̳̭͎͖͛͐͜I̸̢̨̘̻̾̅̉͊̆̌͊̌͊̚̚͝t̷̙̙̻̝̣͖͚̹̻̞̎̀͛̀'̷͈̞̺͎͓͔̀̓̒̏̓͂̊͒̄̓s̴̨̢̡̧̬͖̹͓̈͊̋͛̚͠ ̵͕̲̟̳̒̃͆̿͐̌͂̏̇̿͝n̷̨̻̫͎̼͙̩̭͂͆̄͆̿̃̊̚͠ȍ̷̬̥͑͆̈͐́́̔̀̈́͘ͅţ̵͍̥͍͔͋̀̓̕ ̷̛̙̲̼͕̺̻̥̯̥̲̥̹̺̑̓͛̿͆̐̉̔̈́̀̇͛̊͠ĕ̵̢̢̨̘̲͈̯̜̜͛̀̌̎̏̒̃v̴̨̨͙͎̘̿̄͆͂ȩ̷̨̡̺̘̟̺̬̼̮̥̫̱̍̓͒̏̈́̎̑͘n̸̜̱͕̲̪̮͚̮̓͆̏͝ ̶̡̨̘̙̬̙̭͖͉̂̎͑̈́̐͒̕b̷̨̳͙̳̻͒̎͊̋́̽͂̓͑͝͝ͅë̶̳̘̖̼͚͎̱̪̫̺́̑̈́͆͐̇͛͂͒̿̅́̚͜͝ç̷̱̒́̑͗̚͘ã̵̺͕̗̮̏͂́́͒͗̔͐̂̍̕͝ų̷̧̨̟̥̻͓̯̳̙̤͉̝͇͕̔̆͂̌͌̍̌s̷̢̡̫̮̣͈̳̗̃̓̀͂̀̉̈́͒̈́ͅȩ̷̧͚͉̼̞̯̉̅̈́ͅ ̴̧̝̦͙̝͔̦͙͎̞̫͈̝̙͂̐̒̎̆̋̈̓̎́̕i̵̢̫̼̯͙̺̔́̀͌̿̈̅͛̌̑̒̚͝ţ̴̦̮̫̟̾͗̓͌̄͂̅̿͘͘'̴͈̖̣̘̹͇̽́̌̈́̈́͗̽̄͊̉̉̊́͝s̵̨̗̥͙̥̫̹̺̭͇͓̱̫͊̑̿̀͂͂̿̓̾͗̾͘ ̴̧̨̘̠̩̦̥͙̠͚̣̺͍̬̈́̅͐͘ş̷̖̖̹͖͚̼̩͆̉͂͝ͅư̵͖̳̭̪̤̍̌̄͒̐̾͆̕p̴̲̰̬̱̹̽͊̅͒͂̄̓̆͘p̶̢̨̨̲̦̻̘̺̮͍̼̞̥̤̈́́̈̀̀̔͑̉́̚ͅo̸̹̜͖͇̱̿̀̽ş̶̫̫̬͕̫͍̪̺̱͇̩̮͆̈́̽̈́͆̐̂̚ȩ̵̫͓̻̮̖̝̞̙̝́̓̋͐͗̀̎͊̑̕ḑ̶̛̋̌͒̿̌͝ ̴̧̢̜̲̼̺͍̘̝͙̖͕̰͑̈̅͐̃͗̉́̓͒̆̏̚̕͝ͅt̸̛̤͓̥̲͔̮́̇͌͝ǒ̷̧̳̥͉̺̰͔͎̰̞̳̯͕́ͅ ̸̢̢̛̛̞̺̩̖̮̟̺̈͑̓̈́̆̐̄̆̐̚͝h̴̨̝̟̱̖͖̣͍͚̥̺͉͍͖̽͋̋͘͜ȗ̵̺̃́͗͌́͒͝͝ṙ̷̭̦̺͛̍ţ̷͉̥̻͓̭͛̐͗,̵̨̪̰̜̦̙̖̘͙͙̯͐̈̽͂͆̄̐͂̎͝ ̵̡̳̰̣͙͚͙̆́̐̋͋͆͆͂͌͒̐a̸̧̦͖̅̿̊̈́̌s̵̢̡̠͇̼͍̤͒͊͜ ̶̧̤̯̻͙͔̓̋̑̓͗͝í̶͇̈́̎f̵͓̼̥̼͍̼̪̼̯͇͉̉̋͛̈́̐̇̏̕̕͜ ̸͎̱̲̅̔̏̀͂͐̓̒͑͘͜t̸̢̡͉̤̤̤̦̱͚̲̜̟͂̅́͊̐͗̋̐̊͘ͅḩ̴̱̦̟̳̝̀̾̀͊́ͅe̷͖͛̾̇̈́̆̾̐̋̇̔͌̀͊̈́ŗ̸̢̛͓̮̟̝̮̠̪͇̦̤̊̑̒̌͒͌̀̒̈̾͊͝͝͠ę̵̡̛͈̻̪͎͎̘̠͙͉͔͇͚͕͌͌̂̚͘'̷̧̡̙̙̬̮̪̠̥̺͕̺̙́̑͊̅̅s̴̝̳̗̘͍̥͙̪̮̺͓͚̼͉̯͛́̒̓͋̈́̍̌̓̉͘͝͝ ̶̮̣̦͕̑́̄͗̾͗͋̆̽̕s̷̡̝̤̺͇̥̲̗̱̦͒͗̃͗́͒̇̚͝o̷̰̜̫̖͈̙̭̼̺͉̤̾̾͌͝ͅm̶̫̬̌̅͂̋͝ȩ̶̯̯͔̤͇͈̜͉̻͆̈́͛́̈́̃̊̓͂̈́͛̍͆̈́ ̶̡̧̡̤̙͖̝̘̯͚̖̤͎̑̿̈́̉̒̒͜͜k̶̮͓̳̣͇̬̂â̸̡̡̨̻͉̼͉̦̬̫̜̺̳͈̦̽̏͌̃̒̑̑͒̈́́̒̋͐͠r̵̝͈̰̥̩͎̊̇m̶̛͙̯͔̠̖͎̼̭̠̪̱̻͈̝͋̓̏̑́̆͑̚̕i̸̦̒́̓̎́́̀̿̑̈́̃̍̾̕͜ċ̷̡̤̱̫̠̩͇̻͔͚̘̑̓̔̏̕͜͠ ̷͇͎͌̉̄̓̀̊̇̓̀̑̈́̽͝î̷͉̪̘́m̵̨͖̩͙̂̾͒̓͠b̸̡̡̛̺̝̞͖͍̘̭̭̙̼͂͑̐̍̉̀͌̅̾̅̔̈́́͜ͅa̸̡͈̟̲͑̈́̆̆́̕̚͝l̴̹͙̯̇͗̒́̊́̄̀͒̾̀͘͠a̸͓̘̠̮̱̰͈͔̣̙̓̓͛͆͜͝ͅͅn̷͎̪̦͈̞͖̤̮͍̗̞̯̆̒͠c̵̗͖͉̼̟̳̯̳͚̥̥̰͊́̆̓̍̒̈́e̸̜̰̰͇̙̘̭͇̪̳̬͈̝̾̂̿̏̀̽̔̆͊̉̋̀̕͝ͅ ̸̺̔́͆̇͐̽̽̀t̵͙̤͐͊̐ḫ̸̛̺̥̙̝͇̜̠͔̋̇̒̉̀͐͘a̶̢͇̤̜̻̣̱͕̰̪͙̻̥͛̍̔̎͐̓̓̿̆t̸̡̨̤̠̳̥̩̩͖̱͕̤̬̟̞̊͊́ ̴̢̧̜̣̰̗̽̄̽̐̏͜͝ņ̴̛̼̥̜̬̲̞̯͔̱̣̒̀͂̅͌͝ḛ̸̛̣̂̌̀̽̊̈́̓͑̓͛̀̚͘͝e̴̹̪̤͍̞̲̥͂̊̍ď̵̫͖̠̲̺̗̾͌̆͒̓̆̐̒̍̀͗̂ş̴̤̮̞̮͖͌̿̽ͅ ̷̡̥͇̪̺͕͑̈́̐͝t̸͓̻̖̭͔̞̞̽̑̚o̷̯̤̝̔͝ ̶̧͚̻̹̂͆́͑̚̚͠b̷̧̛͔̙͌̈̈́̿͛̔̏̕e̴̞̅̾̏ ̶̧̪͍̦̞̠̭͍̉͂͗̒̇́͋̈́̓͘͝͝f̷̡̲̺͚͒̔̓͛̀̆̎̀̃̕ḯ̴̛̫̗̘͙͘x̵̢̳̫͉̐̒̃͛̍̅̒͊̍̚e̷̳͇͛̑d̵͙̮̞̱͂.̷̡̬͕̤͍̻̭͂̌̀̂̈́̄́͆̄͗̏̃͘͜ ̵̢͍̰̲͇̣͎̥̻̻͂́̀̑̎̽̕͜Į̴̨͓͍̳̇̓͝͝͝t̴̨̳̳̖̪̠̦̎ ̶̨̹͇̠̯̯͔̙̪͇̬̲̲̬̍j̷̯̲̪̋̍͊̀̾͆͐̆̈̋̈͝͠ú̶̡͇͈͓̓̿̈́̏͋͊́̍͒s̴̛͔͋̈̅͑̃̚t̷̨̛͔̙͈̀͐͗̆̕ ̵̧͇͖̟͕̥͕̈̒̑̇͗d̴̛̹̳̠̦̟͉̺̾͋̍͆̆̐̒͜o̵̹̥͉͍̤̬̥͎̿̏͠e̴̼̹̳̊́s̸̨̡̛̖̤͕͓͇͉̬̈́͑̑͌̒̑̑̋͛͋.̶̡͎̜̥̤̣̞̄̄̉̎̈́̉̅̋́͊̇
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̴̹̘̯̳̤̼̫͗̀͊̂̆̓̇̿̈́͑͋́̐̏ͅY̶̢̨͕̩̲̹͍̗̤̩͋̀̏̾̃͠ơ̷̢̺͚͔̱̙̼̊̐̑͊̏́̓̈̌̄̍͆͜͠͝ṵ̸̢͍̰͍́͛͆͋̿̔̍̈́͊́̅̃̿ ̴̯̬̩̙̳͇͕͔̖̗̞͐̔͗́̽̾̉̍̐͌̊̕͠͝ͅl̷̩͚͆̔̀͘ĕ̶̞̱̦̯̲̲͜a̷͎̓̀̂͒̊̚r̸̡̰͖̱͑̈́̓̈́̋͠n̶͎͚͙̏̔̉́͗̈̌̎̌́̕ ̴̲̰̖́̅͛͐͊̾̾̌̒̆̇̿̄̚͝ͅt̸̰̦̣͔̻̞͕̭͜͠ȍ̶̡̤̹̘̣̙̱͓̙̫͖̅̄͐̆̈́̔͌̈́͘ ̷̧̡̡̝̘̣̘̰̟͔̭̝̙̙̽̌̉̀͌͜͝l̶̡̝̖̞̮͈̤̭̙̟̪͕̗̙̋i̶̧͗̀͐͋̾͒̀͐̒̿̋͋͒̕v̷̧̼̙͖̟͋̌͌͋̊̿̎͘͘͜͜͝e̵̲̪̟̼͚̟͍̺̙̾̑͒̇͋͐̋ ̶̝̺̗̱̮̊̎̓̈͌̇̀́̐̒͠͠w̸̮̻͕͆̉͝ǐ̷͚̣̒̽̊̃̐͑̆͋͘t̴̤̬͎͖̠͎̩͈͙͇͌͗̍̚h̸̡͉͖̤̤͖͉̾ͅ ̸̫͍́̃̒̊̓͒̌̐̋̀̂̿́̾ṫ̴̢̛̳͖̲̞̀͊̎̄̏̐́̾͝ḧ̷̼̬̯̰̫͍̍͒̒̅͐̅̂͛̿̀a̵̝̝̜̯͊̍̂̓́̿t̴̞̦̤̳͉̠̜̬̫̞̄̅͒͌̍̉͛́́͝͝͠ͅ.̴̧̲̝̍ ̵͕͎̟͔̙̜͓̬̥̃̆̀͋̽̂̐̃̔̄͗̍̋͜Y̴͚͉͊̕ǫ̷̠̩̟̼͙͇̠̲͇̞͚̝̖̮͒̈͗̒̇̕ù̵̱̪̳̙͉̣͚͐͐̇̐̋̀̉͝͠ ̷͉̯̩̩̬͙̓̇̕͘̚͜h̵̘̼͈̞̯̻͎̬̙̜̒̓͋̄͗̐́̈́͊͆̃͘͝ḁ̴̢͎̈́v̷̢̬̽̋͒̓̈́̓̂̎̊͂̕͝e̶̲̯͒̏̐̓̈̍͌̌͂̋̚͠ ̵͍̙̼̳̥͇͕̜̗̺̚t̵̩̱̟̗̜̑̀̔̆͘͝ő̶̯̻̰̟͎̍́͒̓̐̓͝,̴̢̲̣̼͙̤̰̲̲͔̺̩͖̏͐̓̄́̇͊́̂̌̚ ̶̢̨̪͖̦͇͍̟͌̆͌̀͋͆͂̓̀͌́͗͝͝ơ̸͎͇̙͖͔͇͙͈̩͛̾̐̈́͐͌͆̌̅̓̃̆̚ͅͅŗ̴̢̨̻͚̬͉̭̫͔̲͙̥̣̖̀̓͑̑̄̉̈́̃̐̎ ̷̡̡͉͙̼͚̣͕̥̖͓̜̾͜ẻ̴̢̳͓̻̠͙͉͊͠l̵̢̜̣̳͓̩̩̜͇̘̱̺̦̇͋̈͐̃ͅș̸̢̛̠̟̦͎̫̳͕͇̭͎̲̫̦̽̀̇͒̉̿̑͒̏́̅̃̕͘ȩ̴̡͚͎̝͇̝̪̤̬̗̮̻̰́͑́̍̌͂͑̓̇̀͝ ̸̡̫̤̲̍́͂̈́̆͂̑͆̒̏̽̽í̸̧̥̲͓͙͍̰͙̩̓̿̊̽̓̍̑͊̕͘͜͝t̷̨̼̭͓̬̬͍̲̙̺̳̱̣̾̂͛ ̶̙̌́̇͒d̸̰̰̙̻̼̣̳̭̙̭͇̳̫̎r̴̞̗̳̫͓̟̯͕̝̲̳̱̍͛̈́̈́̃̊̑̉̍̽̏̚̚͘͜i̷̩͆̌̈́v̵̱̤̭̺̤͚̻͎͒̅͌̎͛̆͗̎̽̊̃̽̓̕͘e̷̢̧̧̛̟͈̭̥̫͎͙͙͍̱̩̱̾͗̒̉̀͑͗͐͑̿̎s̷̭̥̫̬͎͔̼̳̑̓̓̚ ̸̛͍̭̣̠̭̟̦͚̽̈́̿͗̎͌͂̎̓̈́̒̑͝ỳ̷̢͉̙͈͕͇̗̀̏͋̎̌̄́͜ǫ̴͙̦̮̲͓̬͈͆͑ṷ̴̧̢̟̞͓̣̘̦̙̙̬̝͋̋́̓̌̆̆͒̎͝ ̴̧̛̙͖̰̹̺̼̟̜̃̽̓͋̽͋͜ĭ̴̡̧͔̰̫͓̜͖͎̖͕̼͉̗͙͂̍̿̋̍͆̊͆n̶̡̡͚͖̪̯͉͓̖̠̜̯̠̅̄̒͑̒̃̓̎͐̕͘̚͝s̵̛̫̫͍͎̔̃̕a̸͕̝̻͈̦̾̈́̑̌̂̌̏͠n̷̨̮̯͖̣̝̍͘̕͠e̵̡̅̊.̴̼͔͇̤̋̈́͛̈́̐̃̿̂̅͑̑̔̉̽͜͝
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̴̡̪̤̗̺̦̝̪́̅̍̍͆̃̓̓͑͌̾͘͝͝I̴̝̩̠̳̹͈̪͐̉̊̉̏̓̿͑͐̓̆̚͜͝ ̴̢̩̘͓͉̝̳̔̇͛̅̎͠͝s̷̨̳̥̙̪͈̭͖̈́́̿̒͊͊̑̓̉̈́̀͘c̷͙̝̖͈̭̼̍̃̾͆̉̊̊͑̾̔͛͝r̵̛̠͔͔̼̹̩͋̈́̓̽͆͐̍͒ȧ̶͕̥̪̫͊͊̍̽̓͒͂̈́͊́̑w̸̨̮͉̟͕̘͓̘̙͖̻̬̯͒̄̔̇̃͌͛̀̆̏̀͘͠ͅl̸̡̢̬̮̟̹̯̳̯̖͙̜̈́e̶͇̮̒̔d̷̛̜͂͌̋̈́́̉́̑̄͐̒͘̕͝ ̷̩̣̗͇͕̥̒͋̈́͗͛͝t̶̢̡̨̘͈̥͓̦͙̦̝͕̻̺̄̍̉͆́̓͊̓̂̾̑̃̔̚͝ḥ̸̋̌̈́͑͆̽̌̋a̶͍͕̦̒ͅt̵̛̙͈̥̠͊͒̃͗͆̉͋͜͠ ̷̫͙̱̩̲͙̰̘͈̩͍̖̬͌̊̋̎͛͑̅́̈͂͝F̷̡͙̳̼̖̤͈̻̙̠̘̫̗͎̮̈́̊͒͝͠i̵̻͍͓͔̩̯͓̺͊̈́̀̎̈́̐t̷̥͓͓̰͉͎̗̔̑̐́͒̀́͒̍͐̎̋͝z̵̢̜̟͈̯̯̩̈́͊͋̑͑̀̅͒͊̈́̅̍̃͠g̶̨̙̏̌e̶̡̨͚̜̞͚̪͑͛̍̎̌̾̏̕r̶̨͍̮͙̾͒͜a̴͚͙̤͖̱̲͎͎͖̔̋̀͘͜͠l̵̮͔̄̍͑̍̉͆d̴̮͓̔̄ ̶̜͎̉̎̔̚q̸͈͓̩̏́ͅŭ̷̢̯͔͕͍̭͛o̶̟͙͓͂̔̿́̀́͋̒̏t̴̙͉̼̫̺̟̫͚̦̩͍̺͈͖̎͑̄̆͊̋́̕͝ͅe̸̛͍̺̹̣͔̖͚͍͕̜͂̇͂̉ ̸̱̮̝̬̗̜̹͑͗́̄̓̑͐̀̊̕̚͠͠i̶̘̮͕̱͚̝̤̅͌͝ņ̷̰͍̼̩̬̩̻̰̥̌̂̓͒̾̀̾ţ̷̖͔̦̳̝͋̃͋͂͗̒͑̀̄͘̚͜ơ̶̛̗͈̣̇̊̉͋̆̑̿͘͠͝ ̵̛̘̻͉̰͎̰͈͙̯͎͍̻͂̍̃̏̈́́ḿ̶̨̧̼͙̆̍͌́̓̊̎̓͊̇͊͝ͅͅͅỹ̷̤̰͉͉̥̺̮̟͒ ̴̤̯͖͍̩̝̞̪̬̇̓̈́̉̎̿̍͌́̀̈́͘̕ņ̵̛̝͙̺̭͓̗̣̦͇̮̜̈̽̎̿͐͂́̏̓̍͘o̶̢̹͉̻̤͈̻̗͆̆̓̓̀͋͛̌̓̅̊̓ṱ̶̨̛̙̠̀͛̊͋ë̸͔́̇s̷̛̲̩̱̼̩̞̗͕̠̻̺̯̘̃͆̆̒͋̀̅̃̊̀̓̌͜͝ͅ ̶̝̱͈̅̿̐̓͋̉̾̈̉̑͒̓̓͑͠ą̴̢̛͙̰̖̪̭͙̘̩̉͒̎͛̀̒ġ̵̻̳̬̘̻̗͚̝͕̫ä̸̢͓̰̮͕͇͠͝i̴̝͓̽̅̾̊̊̓̚n̶̢̬̻̣̼̜̯̠̣͎͓̒̓̒̀̊̂ ̴̛͔̟̻͇̰͈̉̉͒̈́̽͆́̓̃̍͑͘͜a̴̡̡̺͍͍̳͖͖͖͓̞̳͂̽̎̀̔͐̃̈́͝͝n̸̛̠̮͕͎̋͋͆̄̓͌͐͒̍̌̂͝͝ͅd̶̯̯̳͖̟̟̜̦̪͈͓͙̞́́̍̐̃̿́̂̔̓̇̽͒͒̏ ̷̬̪̗̯̀͐͑́̊̿̄̍́̽̕͝a̶̦̻̤̝̪͍͋́͋̀ͅg̴̝͙̍̈́ä̷̢̡̛̛͔̙̥̖͎̝̭̟͕͓̺͕͈́̓͂̃̋͆̒̏̐̐̐̀̇ì̸̧̢̳̤̤̱̣̘͉̼̗̱̩̈̀͛̿̉͛͌͊̽͝ͅn̷̝̳͖͈͓̤̬̺̗̯̖̾͒̏͗̄͗́̏ ̸͓͈̱̞͎̥̗͈̗̏w̴̐̐̂ͅḩ̶̨̠̣͎͉̻̘̲̪̻͈̜͕̀̑̀e̴̡̧̢͍̼̗͍͂̈̑̋͌͊́̑́̀̓͌̚͝͝n̴̛̛̰̥̮͇͂̽̈́̍͑́́͝ ̸̺͍̘̗͇͉̬͇̝̃̉̓̆̕I̶̢̧̡̧͉͇̯̰̲͎͎̗̬̙̍̈́̑̓͋̍̆̎͂̀͘ ̴̯̜͖̻̮̈́̔̍̆͝s̷̛͕̹̱̳͉̲̀͗̑̈́̍̆̕͝h̸̗͈͕̮̝̞̯̗̖͙͛́͆̒̎̇̉̈́́̓̃͜ơ̷̧̛̗̂̉͋͊́͐̓͠ư̸̧̹̿̊͐̒͋͗̂̿̚l̷̪͉̒̅̍ͅd̴͖̖̩̦̼̫̰̝̼̲͕̩͍̪̒̅̉̐̋̓̋̋̓̉̕͝͝ ̴̢͎̣̰͕̮͖̖͔̰͉̪̙͍̝̽̌̒̈́ḩ̶̘̗̼̹̏́̾̇̕͜a̶̧̩̹͌̉̐̇̅̈̂́͂͘͠v̸̨̯͈̖̦̰͖͎͇̻͖̊͋̄̉̔̉̾̈̌̚͠ͅͅẻ̸̹̰̫̼̤͑̔̉̑̂͂̌͑̊̄̚͝ ̶̡̛͈͖̮̪̦̓̀̈́̌̎̓̈́̽̓̍̿͘͝b̷̥̅͒͌̌͆̀͂̓̌́̔͒̂ę̶͔̳͚̫̦̭͓̾̿̎̑̎̊e̷̡̱̯̖̲͓̭̯͕̘̹̼͚̲͙͒́̿̾̈́͒̆̃̈̈́͝n̸̡̗͎̳͈̈́̽͠͠ ̵̯̈͋̕f̴̻̰̰̱̃̑̚͘ö̴̩̖̰͇͔͓̠̱̙̘́͜c̴̬͉͈͉̮̖̬̿̍̑̓̕̕͜ù̴̜͖̫̫͉͉͐̓͑͑̈̈́͜s̶̱̟̗̲̤̑̈̅̿į̶̫͎̀̂͌̇͆̉̓͑͌͘n̶̢̨̯̣͕̺͙̘̠͎͍͌̓̾̀͒̕͝͠ͅg̸̳͙̩͕̮̺̟̯͊͒̍̏̒̇̔̅̇̀̐͛̚͜͝͠ ̸̥͉͙̍̀̇͌͆̄̅̔̈́̍̍̈͌̀͜͠ó̵̡̢̗̻̹̳͓͉̜͍̥̳͖̽̋̎̽̕͝n̵̖͓͕̤̲̊̀͌͒͝͠ ̶͕͔͚͋̿́m̶̡̰̻͈̲̓̂́̿̉̎́̓̅ẏ̶̡̦̤̟̺͎̱̥̗̮͓͙̱́̂ ̸̧̢̯̤̪̲͇͓̳̺̱̻͔̼̍͂̇̒͊͒̀͌͜͝͝p̷͍̱͈͔̜̩̯͔͈̪̙̹͕̑̊̄̒͗̒̑̈́͂̾̈́̕r̶̢̟͉͍̞̪̞̟̼̺̪̰͊̀̋͛͛͋̅̕o̴̱̲͚̫̖̞̙͖̬͉̰̜̬͍͂͜f̶̹̯͕̤̘̰̳̺̰̱͚͂̀̋͐̈́͗̽͐͊̆̒̏ȩ̶̧̫̞̬͓̺͚̤͍̰͍͐̉͊̏̈̌͝s̶͎̖͉͎̩̺̣̲͙̗͇̩͎͚̲̅̏͗̓͛͗̄̚͝s̸̨̞͖̖̙͕͓̋̀̒̇͝ơ̷̮̹̜̺͐̿r̵̢̫̲̼̠̙̗̄̉̋̅̈͛͛́͘͜.̶̢̩͍͎͔̈͆̂̈́ ̵̧̡̩̬͎̙̺̲̣̙͝T̵̠̘̪̯̗̙̺̭̦̎̏̊̿̚͜ͅh̶͍̼̗͖̻̲̺̰͈̪̞̓́͛̎̎̆͌̑̆͜͝͝ę̶̘̜̦̤̓͒̔̏̈̐̓̓̔̀̈́ ̵̨̻̩̩̟̣̒̊̋̒̈́̀́̋̚ẇ̷̺̤̆̅̒̔͛̒͋̇̔̈͠ơ̶̜͂̓͗̀̇̀͊̅̈́͗͊̚r̸̡̬̘̃̑̔͑̽̎̂̈̒̏͠d̷̛̬̜̮̦͙͓̯̯̱̙̹̾̈́s̵̨̛̘̳̯̮͖̺͎̜͈̅̃͊͂̊͂̕ͅ ̴̧͓̱̝̮̯̥̙͓̘̍w̶̨͔̫͔̪͔̱͚͉̩̄̐͌̒͋́́͌̊̈̋͐̒̾̕ő̶͈̓̓́̉̀̔̽̓̔͠u̴̘̖̍͊̈́͗́͌̐͊͘̕l̵̺̞͖̱͂͌̈̒ḑ̷̲͎̳͕̗̜̻̀͆̀̈́̋ ̶̛̱͙̖͒͒̃̿̑̎̓̅̔̓̀͐ͅj̸̤̒̂̓͛̋̊̐͌́̾͑̕͠ứ̸͚͈̗̱͙̮̲̲̙̱͎̺̽̓̓̑̋͗͒̈́̚͘͝s̵̨̡̻̖̱̝̓̉͂̍̋̃̓̆̔̒̀͜͜͝t̴̛͖̘̘̺͎͔̘̱͔͍͆̅̅͆̿̾̿͋̌͐̄̀͘ ̴̧̙̲̫̰̰͙̳͔̼̦̈́̓̈́́͘͜͝͠s̴͕͙̍͋̇͒̈́̾t̴̪̟̗̠͍͓̻͔̹́͌́̌͋̐̃̇̉͒͐͘͘͜͝ä̶̧̘̜̳̰̥̣͈̤̘͇́̑̀̋̍͊r̵̡̧̨͖̰̜̪̝͉̖͈̮̘̦͊́̐̊̽͗̃̎̋͆́̚ę̶̖̻͓̹̤̦̟͚̣̝̫̰͈͓͗͊̽͒̋͛̓̓̚ ̴̞̣͇͕̦̺̩͛̀̓̓̉͠b̸̫͔͍̜̳̪̦͙̌̾́̑͝a̸̧̡͉͙̹͍͚̰̪͖̍̈́c̷̨̞͚̩͇̙̟̤̺̺͙͖̜̏̽͐͝k̵̭̺̱͓̥̭̥̂͑̅͒̓͋̌̕͝ ̶̖̦̦̦̟̟͇̝̊̌͐̅̄â̴̜̹̙̯͍̣̖͎̖̯͇͈̆̾̆̉͋̈́̿́̄̋̆͌̆̓t̶̢̛̘̭̮̣͙̼̼̝̪̪͇͙̍̈́̿͗̆̔̒̐͐̒̆̏̕ ̶̩̫̔͛́̿́́͘͜͠ͅm̴̨̻͇͈̜͍̙̬̻͐̊̊̌̀̆̑̅̆̌͜ȩ̴̪͇̲͇̥̗̤͓̉̋ ̴̢̩̟̪͚̞͕̪͔̠̀́̓͋̀̆͂͌̎̾͆̈́͘͝͝f̴̡͖͙͓̼̪̖̜̟̪̺̯̓̆ŕ̶̨̨̡͖̳̩̲̬̦̝͓͙̘̍́͋̔̄̅͘̚͝͝ͅo̵̡̘̪̟̅̅͛͐́͝m̴̙̦͉̘͓͚̩̠̲͇̞̯͆̄̽́̆͑̾̾̈͆ ̵͙̘̘̈́͑̍͜t̸̡̨̬̤̗̺̖͍̩̘̥̱̠͚́͒͜͠h̴̡̖͉̬̻͈̜̣͓͖̰̿̊̀̊ͅe̵̢̛̛̱̯̲͔̠̪̍̊́̏̇̍̒̓͆͠͝͠ ̴̻̌͒͛̊̔͝p̶̢̼̖͒̿̉̃ã̶̢̦͛̏͒̍̏̀̊g̸͍͖̝̫̫̔̑̀̆͑̎̏̀̏͑̋̓̕͝ë̸͓̩̩̹́̅̆̍̽̃̍̚͝,̵̛̘̅̾̉̀̉́̇̆̎̅̓̚̕̚ ̸̡͈̞̂̌̑̀̕͜e̴̲͈̹̜͖̗̜̜͈̦̖̿̉̀̎́͊̀̐͆͝͝m̵̗̜̰̘̖̗͖̞̖͕̱̤͇͋̽̅̇͑̾͝p̵̡̢̲̳͈̮͈͈̬͑t̸̥̮̮̩̊̋̾̽̈́̎̑̃̎y̸̢̗͕̬͚̬̣͎̖͓̱̪͕̩͛͐̆ͅ.̸̧͉͙͉̫̗̹̦͙̈́̀̇͑̽̈́͜͜
I couldn't glean anything from the ink that I didn't already know.

It would smudge my fingers and stain my sleeves when I covered the letters, so my classmates couldn't see.

The careful curvature of every letter became blurred. Any meaning I tried to extract was long gone.

I scribbled over all of them. Every last mention of heroes or tragedies. Every last note in the corner of the page. Every last phrase written between the margins.

Black.

My pen ran dry but the page remained moist. I ran my fingers along my cheek, then the other.

The pen dropped into the sea of damp paper as I held my face in my hands.

The ink on my skin smudged further with the new source of water.

I looked up and caught my reflection in the window. Ashen splotches covered my face, creating a strange grey mosaic.

The words had become my sadness. The sadness had become my words.

I closed my eyes.