We want to have a version of ourselves that our dreams could never make. It speaks like a bard and runs like a cheetah. It writes better sentences than the one you just read. It draws complex analogies between differing views of foreign policy and spins out narratives that enthrall and entertain young and (sometimes) old. Without this alternate, or half-true self we feel emptier inside. We feel as if, because everyone else is trying to some degree, that we ourselves must try too.
We look at those who don’t try like they’re crazy. The benefits are enormous we say! Because, well, they are. There’s no doubt that being connected and marketable is one way to succeed in the world we live in. But without that true self is there any way we can really be happy in any meaningful way? What the hell is real happiness if not some kind of true self you can freely show everyone else? Does the medium ruin it? Are we changing that self to fit the medium it gets expressed on? Are we being manipulated to the point that we don’t even know the difference anymore?
What does it even matter if we never find that self? Maybe without it we’re better. I can’t imagine how some people would be able to grapple with the fact that they’re terrible. We’re deluding ourselves if we think that we’d really be happy with the person in the mirror. It’s all about being able to realize that at a certain point, this is the best it will ever be. Ruthless cynicism that cuts to the bone and drives depression and activities that you know are harmful or at the very least fucking stupid. But you can’t stop it because there is no stopping something that feels so naturally… not cathartic… but automatic almost. Without that outlet to fiddle, to let our fidgeting fingers move and capture some momentary bit of nonsense we would be screaming in our heads endlessly l̶̢͈̝͂̔̃͆̚ị̷̬̫͒̆͌̇k̶͍̄̊e̴̹̒̅̑ ̴̤̔͝ṫ̴͍͔̯͚h̷̖̎͒̈̑̈ḛ̶̢͂͝ÿ̵͎́͝ ̸̡̌̀d̶̘̖̞̋̄͋̀̚i̸͕͓͒͜͝d̴̜͇̹̄̀̈́͜͜͝͝ ̸̼̂̒̍̓̉͌b̴̧̃̍ę̴̧̪̞̩̹̽͊ḟ̸̻̮̞̺̖͗ó̴̯͍̮r̷̡̯̤͖̖̐̈́͌̈͝ͅę̸̖͓̦̣͚͋̌̈́̄͠ ̵̨̭̟̲̏̄̈́͒t̶̖̉h̷̞͉̃̅́̕ḙ̸̪̭̤̠̅͛͑̍̏ͅ ̵̨̧͓̂I̶̘̮̳̠̩̊̃̄͑̀̚ǹ̶̫̺̱̮̤͇t̶͓̲̫͔̪̟̄̈́̅ē̵̛̤̖͍͊r̸̡̡̟̗̾̏n̶̻͑͌̏͗ẽ̵̢͙̣̞̋ẗ̵̢́̐̿͘ͅ.̵̖̹̞͓͇̽̊̆͝ͅ ̶̞͇̳̜̽͘͠Ć̸̗̏͐o̴̟̜̻̾̽̈́͑͘͜ṇ̵̰̹͓̞͒̇͌̈́̀̚s̶̢̛͇̐͝t̷̘͚̯̟̍́̚͠á̸̧̖̗ṅ̶͉͈̹͆̔̀́t̷̲̟́̚ ̵̭̫͉̣̘̈́ͅp̵̥̪͉͘͠ŕ̴̮ȇ̶͇͉ṡ̵̛̤͇s̷̼̪͍̯̖̓͌̃u̵̪̗̯͗̐͗̓̒̄r̷̠͈̎̎̑͠͠é̶̖͚̱̬̉̆ ̶̧͔̘̼̭̻͗̊ó̶̧̲͓̭̀͐̐̈́f̵̣̳̘̥̱̎͆̌̅̚͝ ̴̹̥̉t̶̩͕͖̩͕̙͌̀̍͠h̵͕̱̯̻̟̬̕i̵͙̻̹̲̹̘̾n̸͔͇͌̒͒̿͆̚ġ̷̡̭̝̥͕̘́͌̾́s̵̭̟̝̅͘ ̸͇̠͚̈́̎͌͆ù̶̗̱̜͎ń̷̢̨̝̋s̷͓̱̤͚̪͛͋̈́ả̷̰̙̄͆̍̌͘i̷̢̡̝͙͋͒̅̆͗d̸̯̣̂͐̇,̸̡̖͚̒͌ ̷̞̪̳͔͇́̀̇͘̚t̸̲́̓̀̍h̶̡̺̓̆̚i̶̖͊̿͊̇͝ñ̵̘̖̈́̊͑g̸̗͍͐̒̋̀͛s̸̮̥͙͋̀̍ͅ ̴͎̙̲͆̽̂̈́ụ̶̳̩̤̒n̷̛͉̪̗͋̒̆̄̊d̷̢̜̰̘͇̭̍̅͒̌̕o̴̡͉̺̿̒̓̐ͅņ̸͎͕̰͉͙͒ë̵̛̞̥́̑.̶͙͉̝̈́̊͗͝͝ ̶̺̭̣̎̚͝T̵͎̖͗̇ḧ̷̭́ŏ̷̞̻̞̬u̷̡͔̯̝̓͐̿̉g̸̘͐̎͘ḧ̴̩̮͓̗t̸͈̮͚̭̮͓͆̿s̸̤̮̫͚͐ ̶̢̺̐ā̵̪̬̳̲͆n̴͕̳͖̥̥̆d̶͎̥̓̌̎ ̷̥̝̻̻̰̏͌̎̐͐̀r̴̙̘͝á̵̫͓̖̞̈́́̂͘g̷͕̘͒e̷̖͈͐͋̏̀ ̶͚͚̻̭͉͈̈̓͐t̴͚͓́̃h̷̘̭́̇̾͘̚ǎ̷̡̮͐t̴̻̮̓́̆͆ͅ ̴̤̪̱̱̠̍c̷̘̚o̴͕̱̓̂̄͝u̸̥̔̇͆l̸̢͙͇͎̅d̴̡̘͉͉͍̀̈́̽ ̸̡̖̣́̊̌͘͠n̵̫̝̜̈́̄̎ḛ̶̯́̔̂̏͘v̸̡͙̗̤̈́͐͒̚e̵̺̙̮̳̽r̸̨̘̞͙̽̊̎͗͝ ̴̣̣̰̂̈͜͜b̴̲̳̟͗̂̍e̸̖̻̔̈́̑̌̕ ̶̛̘̗͌̀c̶̜͒̿o̴͉͖̘̿̔ǹ̶̦̙̩͕̥̬͑͊ṱ̴͔̏͝a̶̟͚͑̇̋̄͑į̶͓͚̈́̈́̾̌̌͘ň̵̼̩͕̼͛̏͌̂́ė̸̡̱̳͌͊̎d̷̛̛͇͇̟̹̳̉̾̓͜ ̷̫̦̖̪̥̇̽̉̏͋b̵͎͍͈̐̀ȗ̴̹t̷̼͔͕̳̋̽̇̂,̵̛̮̯̇̀͒̌ ̸̯̉͛̂̕͘n̵̥̥͉̙̗͌ǫ̸̯̣̗͎̺̾͒̓̅͘ǹ̵̡̡͔̤̱ē̴̢͓̥t̴̯͒ḣ̵̯̈́̎̂͛ē̷͙͕̮̞͗ļ̶͕̦̥̩̹͐̎̇̕e̵̤͑s̷͙̤̝͂s̵͎͓̟̱̋͒̎̃̓͛,̷̙̽̔͌ ̷̛͇̈́̏̔͜ẃ̷̦͂͂ȇ̴̼̻̮̈ȑ̸̬͘̕e̸͙̪̱͒̽͑.̴̧̹̬͖̟̾
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̷̮̣̼̽͛
̴̟̙̺̕
̷̱̠̟̰̺̏̔T̵͇̳͙̬̓͆͗̿͗ḩ̵͎̞̻̮̻͝i̶̯̪̔͗̊̇s̶̡͆͆̂̄ͅ ̶̗̐n̷̤̓̎͆̎͗a̵̝̮̣̬͆̾̌̀t̵̟̬̰̙͉̓ự̸̺̘̀͒͘ͅr̵̮̐̈́͗̑ȧ̵͙͕̆ͅl̵̗̬̪͇͎̦͊̒͂ ̸̧̛͕̼̫̔̔͆i̶͈̟̗̯̣̖̇̂n̶̫̬͔̯̭̓͊̽͜͠s̶̢̝̻͔̪̃͆̀͘ť̶͎̞͂̇ͅi̵̗̽̄͝n̶̥͊͛͒c̵͇̫͓̠͒̔̿̎̋́t̷̼̹̤̹̣̏̐͋ ̸̻̠̠͍̺̎̋̄̈́ì̸̧̛̭͚̞̿͊̊̃s̸̛̰̃̒̋ ̷̘͔̈́͛ẗ̷͖̥̻́̓̉̐̽͝o̵̮͍̚ ̶̻̩̼̋p̸̰͔̼͔͗ȯ̵͈͂ư̴̬̇̉̒̈́r̷̦̋̂̐ ̴̩̱̳̰̺̈́̆̋͆͐o̵̠̾u̵̧̳̟͈͕͒͘ẗ̷̡̞͈̟̫͎͊͌̋̍͝ ̴̹̟̼͎͒͂̃͌̍ř̸̺͚͖̿̆͐̕a̷̢̡̢̪̮̟̋ǵ̶̹͕̩̙̾̍ȩ̷̱̲̯̬̩͂̎͝ ̶̙̀̓͗̕l̶̞̩͊̽̃͊̐̄ͅí̶̟̽̿̕ǩ̸̻̫̔̽e̴͔̳͈̔̈̆̕ ̶̧̧͓̪͋̌̐̒͘a̵̯̪̼̍n̷̘̍ ̸̟̠̲̭͕̇̄̆e̷̦̥̪͓̩̍̕n̵̢͚̞̞͂͂ͅd̸͇̳̮̠̓l̶͕̮͚̗̈̇è̴͉ş̶̨̞̲͊͌͊s̸̡͉̝̲͚͔̽̀̂ ̶̟̞̆͊̊̓g̶͚̫̿l̵̝͐̊̿̂̕͝á̷̡̧̧̮͙̙͘s̶̥̠͂̽s̵̞͗͛̈́̒̎̃ ̸̨͕̥͈͎̈́̈́̉͌͝ͅō̶̝̕͝͠f̴̲̱̄̊͛͑̽ ̷̻̼̣̉̌̔̚w̴̰͙̓̓̂̈́ḁ̶̳̭̜̰̓̐̄t̶̫̙͋͝ė̵͍͙̼̠̠̹̈͊͐r̶̡̛̻̗̼̱͆̄̕ ̸̲̬̩̘͈͋͗́b̷̫̘͗e̷̥͖̦̐̉͐̀͝i̴̪̗̤̘̤̾n̷̻̜̩̋͠ͅg̴̰͔̺͕̔̀̓͠ ̷̤̼̟̜̞̣̃̇̂̒̚͝p̷̨̡̜̦̐͠ő̷̢͍̙͉̻̺̀̌̊̊u̷̦̦̩͒͑͠r̸̗̦͉͐̑̈́̒̐̍ḙ̴́d̵̩̫͗́̀ ̴͓̮̾͆͂̔o̶̖̗̦̐̓v̴͚̽́̑́ẹ̷̡̺̮̦̠͗͆̂̌̈́̇r̴̩̯͚̝̘͉̃̓ ̸̧̡̯͈̀̋͝ȃ̸̯̪͗ ̴̹̖̽͗͒̇̕͝t̷̻̰̙̾͂̆̈̈́͑ǎ̴͚̱̲̅́̈́̊͆b̸̤̖̈́͋ͅl̵͚̔̂͛e̴̞͉͎̿̅̇̌,̷̩͇̗͋̿̍͜ ̴̧̼̞̉͆́͒s̴͙̬͈͚̓̑̓͝p̷̮̺̪̬̺̊ĭ̵̺͚͔͉͠ľ̷̳͈͉̏̉͆l̵̘͈͍̭̞̐̒́͋i̷̡͖̗̤͑n̸̝̯̣̄̓̎̾͝g̴͕͛̊ ̴̻͓͙͐ă̸̧͐n̵̨̺͙͠d̶͕̠̳͈̓̾͋ ̷̡̺̹̈́s̴̠̭͎̀̓̑̐͜p̸̡̝̿́̔̃͝r̸̦̋̿͂̄̀̅e̶̩̯̥͗͌̇̂a̶̞̺̬̝̍̃͌d̶̝̑̉̆͂̽i̴̧̖̠͎̰̓n̷͇̩̥̬̤͑͂g̴̭̙͊͊͌͌͛ ̷̡̠̭̬̝̮̎͝ū̵͓̫͙̖̹́͝n̴̠̣͖̑̈́̋̎t̸͇̙̅͂͂i̴̢̧̥̱̲͐l̷̡̙̤̰̱̹̾̇͐̈́ ̸̙̰͍̦̅͠ì̴̦̑ț̷̏̓ ̷̬̩̲̗̑̇̇̄̀̕͜c̴̪̘͉̳͗̐̽̊ȯ̷̰̫̩̘͘͝v̵̧̳͇͇̝̉͜e̷͎̼̮̮͖͍͊̉̓̈́͒͛r̴̞̠͓͂̅ş̸̨̖͓̲̈́͋͊̎͑͜ ̶̼̅͂t̷̬̯͚̥̙̾́͋͋͘ẖ̷̛̓͗̈e̶̛̳̪̹̮͋̐̉̓͝ ̷̗͎̬̯̺̓̈́ͅs̵̰̍͑ų̶̨͌̕r̴̭͛̍f̷̧̨͕͇̹̿͑́̓͘a̴̟̩̟͋͠c̷̩̈́̂̌ȩ̵͙͕͋͊͘ ̷̛͙͓̋̐̈́̚͝ë̸̲̳͈̙́́̂͂͠ń̷̪̄ṱ̶͝ȋ̶̢͈͙̣̱̇̔͝ṙ̷̼̋̋͝͝e̶̜͍̯͝l̵͈̲̓̑͆̔y̶̗̹̭̺̱̙͋̽̉.̴̠̲͑̊̕͠ ̷̰͕͈̪̙̎͆͑͗͝͠W̷̰̰̟͇̞͂͒͜i̸̡̠̬̙͙͔͌̒͌̀̈t̴̡̻̰̹̜͐͂̽͛͘͝ḧ̸̟̬̘̺̰͓͛͂͌̽ó̶̱̻͎͇̞̭́̑͌͌ŭ̷͉̼̩̅̒t̴͖̘̦̳̠̂̂̌ ̶̣̺̜̗̯̥̆͑͠t̷̮͍̊̀h̷̡̝̦̳͊̉̅͛͆͝a̷͓͊͜ṱ̵̤̭̤̽̂̕ ̷̢͉̞̯͗͋p̶̹̹̩̊ŗ̶̂o̸̼͒̇t̷͚͋͂́͠ȇ̷̛͈̹͎̞̙̝̅͛͆̿c̴̥̥̟̠͐͋t̴̗̪̠͎̩͛̃͐͜͝ḯ̵̦v̴̡͇̟̩̩̊͠ͅe̴͚̼̳͇̮̬͐̒͆̕͘ ̸͇̥̪́f̴̤̼̒͐͝ḯ̵͖͚̰͔̔̈́̈́͠l̵̾͐ͅm̴̧̬̜̜͇͋̿͠ ̷̞̥̼̖͋͊́̚͠w̵̞̠̤̥̮̣̌̏e̷̢͕̋ ̸͙̑͂̍͋̕ͅf̷̻̣̂̂í̶̢̲̞̭̇n̶̲̻̰͕̔̽̈́̊̿͑ḋ̶͚̈́̔̔ ̷̛̝͎͉̣̹o̷̢͚̹̊̂̚ụ̴̭̠̮̹̱̐̂̑̄̕r̵̙̘̯͖̀̽̌͠s̸͖̩͔̉ẹ̵̛̮͈̋l̵̡̹̲̭͛̌v̴̧̼͔̺͉͌ͅë̴̤̞̼͙̌s̷͚͈̾̄̿̎̂ ̴̨̟̓̏e̶̝͍͚͛̇x̶̺̅p̴̰͔̞͖͉̺̆̾́o̷̼͇͚̩̜͒̇͂̀̄̄s̶̹̪̥̎̉͌ẻ̷͎̪͉̥͛͐͛̒̌d̸̘́̉́͝ ̶̗̇͑ä̸̝͖̼͎͝n̸̠͓̝̮̺̊̅ͅd̶̨͉̬̑̌ ̷̭͍͋̐̏v̶̺͉̋͑͋̈͐ư̸͚̠͙͈͍̎́͘l̵̯̅̍̏̊n̶̜̩̻̝͍̔̆͐́̚ĕ̸̞̈̂r̴̠͇͍̞̬̹͂̀͛͑̈́̚a̸̪̮̬̠̬̅̀̚͜b̸̪͌l̵̨̙̙͙̎̀̉̉̊ė̷̪̰͙̞̰̅͂̀ ̴̜͔̓̍̽͑̑͗͜ś̸̗͐o̸̼̬̺̍̃̆m̶̱͔͒̌̅̃̈́ĕ̵̥̘̯̰̥̑̾̏̑̕h̷̦̄͐ỏ̸̜͇̬̦ẅ̷̻́̆̐.̴̟͕̺̠̗̭͒̂͠͝
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̶͚͚͔̈́̓͜A̶̧̱͛́̑̂̒n̶̙̤̥̱͇̑̆͝d̵̛̰̯̘̈́̋̉͒͊ ̷͕̑͑ț̷̠͝h̶̢̨͙̥̞̅̅͋͒̿͝e̸̖͚͉̻͐̐̉̀́̚ņ̴̹́͂̓͘̚ͅ ̶̹͈̗̼͓͌̎j̴̡̰̎u̷̡͉͉̯͚͓͋s̵̹̦͎͐̆̚̚t̸̟̘̬͖̀͋̎͌̌̚ ̸̩̱̺́͗̽ḷ̶̙̆̉̊̒i̷͈̠̲̥̊̂̉̑̀̚k̴̰̹͎̎͝e̵̠̱̭̎̅ ̸̧͈͚̤̺̞̌̄͛͘t̴̘̣̗̗̬͒̿̐̆̕͜h̷̡̬̠̆̃̾a̶̰̗̱̓͌̓̓͠ṭ̷̱̇,̵͖̂̀̍̊͑̌͜ ̸̢̖̦̺̃͐͆̇͝͠í̷̛̥͆̓͒͊t̸̡̢͖̓́̈́̆͝͝’̵̩̪̊͒̈͌̇̓s̸̝̰̭̱͌͆͝ ̶̥̐̐ǵ̸̤͛o̷͈͖͓͛̒͌̈ņ̷̲̰̻͚͑͂̐́͒ė̷͙̽̇͜͝ͅ.̵̻̈́̈́͆̍̂͜ ̴̡̧̲̠̮̰̈́̄Ḟ̶͎͙̩͉̭̣̎̀̉̚͝į̴͎̜̭̣̔͑̃̄͑̈́ͅz̶͍̻̻̟̃͒̀͊͜͝ͅz̴̛̫̿̄͆̀͘l̷̝͚͎̎̈́̓ḛ̵͇̄̆̓ͅͅd̴̥̪̖̈́͜ ̴̖͈̤͈̰̦͊̃a̷͓̬̙̦̟̎̀̋̀̽͛ẅ̶͕͎̰̮̥͔̑͌͆͆a̷̘̬͓̖͐̂ỵ̷̳̼̳̩̄̐ ̵̹̳̬̲̕l̵͖̺̦̙̄̄̐ì̶̡̧̥k̵̻̺̼͔͚̯͆̽͝͝ḙ̸̮͍̀ ̸̧̺̪̔̈́a̶̰̜̭̠͛͂̐̃ ̴̢̱̏̅ś̷͎̩p̵̺͉͕̖̟̲̄̈́̅̓̒ȃ̶̪̟̟̭͋͋̋ͅr̸̯͕̥͐́̽͠k̴͔͕̩͚͈̻̄̂l̶͎̙͋̔͗̒̅e̴͕̲̳͚̬̿̐̾͜ȓ̵̡̝͉̟̋ ̴͙͎̿̿͠o̸̮͖̪̟͆͆ň̷̢̳̮̗̕͠ ̴̟̻̓̈́̏̋͗ṯ̷̢̮̑͠h̶̦͒͑e̶̢̥͌͊͆̆͠͝ ̸̲͉͎͐͜͠F̴̻̪̈́̂͌o̴̜͆͒ư̵͎͋̈̋r̷̻̈́ṭ̴̫̊̉͌͒̅ͅh̸̨̧̜̘̠͉͆̈́.̵̡̦̍̐̿̓̒͑ ̴̢̬̱̅̈W̶̨̰̲͆i̸̼͎̭̤͋̓̈́͑ͅṯ̵̋͗̉ḣ̵̢̬̲̩͈̏̇̆͜ö̸̺̩͚́̐ͅú̴̖͇̩̠̐̊̕ͅt̵̗̣̗̱̋̓ ̷̹͔͈̙́͗͛̔̕a̷̘̭̯̲̓ͅn̵̬̉͑y̷̛̫̹͇̼͙̝̿͊ ̶̫̭͇̻̜̣̐̽k̷͎̫̍i̷̙̓̕ń̶̦͖̓ḏ̷̥̺͕̹̌͐͘ ̸̧̖͇͎͚͓͋ǫ̸̤̉͊f̴̠̰̙̝̗̅̅̊̒͜ ̶͖͈̻̠̺̏̈̔̿̃́ś̴͓̹͚͈̄̈́̕̚ỉ̶̢͖̯̼͗́̂̃g̵̬̈́̓͛̃̚͠ͅn̸̝̜̆̎ị̶̘̣̎̃̆̽̚͜͝f̶̟̣̻̬̖̦̒̄̏̏̔i̶̢̨̫̝̲̭̊̓͊̈́̎̚c̸̫̈́a̸̩̍͌̄̇n̴̤͍͉͒ĉ̵̡̨̻̘̲̦̃e̷͚̿̄̈́̾̔ ̴̙̩̟̮̍͋̒̄̕ā̸̛͈̤̽͘͘s̵̨̠͛̾͂͘ͅs̵̢̛̟̫̥͚͋͒o̸̡̠̲̠̹̻̾c̷̝̣̝̊͋͝͝͝í̸̙̖̣͕̈̒̀̚̚a̶͈̤̽̋́͠t̶̯̀̏͛̏̚ë̶̮́̓́̈́d̵̗̅͗̃͝ ̷̡͖͐w̵̦̲̔̾í̴̢̮̏͝t̵͙̣̹̤̠̪̄h̵͇͉̹̹̑́̈́̃̕͝ͅ ̸̠͓̿̾̏̿̒͒i̴̡͎̮͊̒̿̌͝ț̶̡̨̘̇͑̓͑̇͘,̷̢̈́ ̸̤̱̦͍̋̓̑̈͠t̴͚̬̥̋̂̆̉̔h̵̢͖̭̰̼̙̒ē̸̛̅͆̕ͅ ̶̡͓̱̝̻̼͂d̶̹̻̟̱͇̊̔̓̽̉̕e̸̻͌̎s̶̱̞̝̪̑͌̎͒͘͝i̴̤̞͎͉̅͒̉r̵̲͒̅͛͠e̶̩͗̂͘ ̵̢̢̧̲̺̮͆͌̈̏͋t̴̫̲͌͊͒͜͝ŏ̴̹̩̥̯͜ ̴̘̀̽̉̈́̓͜d̴̡̦͍̑̓̏̈́̕o̷͖͇̤̟̩͕͒ ̷̦̻͠s̸̛̰̣͉͆͒͝ǫ̸̥͔̙̭̩͒͂͗m̸̩̲̬̤̖̾ͅē̴̬̖̥̬̮̑̊t̸̡̡͓̫̫̳̀̆͆̅h̷̝̣̝͍͆̽͆͛į̷̞̬͑̃ṇ̵̭̬̥̩̰̋g̴͓͉̭͈̿̈́̏̿̈́̕ ̶̭̺̥͑̍̎ͅṣ̴̡͚̣̘̮͊́́̾́̕l̵̰͔̞͙̯̮̐́͒̀ị̶͂̈́͂̀̓p̷̖̝̙̌̆͑͘̕s̷̨̡̖̦͈̥̈́̉ ̷̥͉̄͑̆͐ͅa̸̛̯̫̜̒̇̈͒͜w̴̡̗̤̤̃ă̷̙͚y̷̛̦̗̮̫̌ ̷̧͎̭̱̪̍ȧ̸͈͖́́̀̓ṉ̶͖̘̫͈̻̌̅̄̈́͆d̵͕̹͆͆̂̂ ̴̨̱͖͎̽̾̊̂͜y̶̛͍̝̯͓ò̸̺̾̊u̸͖͋͆̀̕ ̵̺̖̱͐́̿̑̒f̴̝̔e̷͕̤͔̹̐e̵̡̞͎͈̩͙̓́͂̓͝ļ̴̻̈́ ̴̹͒̅̕r̶̢͔̩̖̦̎̋̎̇ê̴̱̘̖̜l̵͕̀̌ì̴̢̲͎̥̣̤̈́͒̌͘ĕ̸̼̹̤̻͈̹̎̈͑͠v̶̗͚͍̗͎̼̎̌̈́̉̌ȇ̵͓̜̘̯̑̕͜ͅd̶̛͓͚̙͔͌̉̑̇ͅ,̸̡̲̻̞͇̈͝ ̵̥̤̯̳̲̟̽́͊̇͘͠ḑ̷̣͉̦͙̂̐̈́͒͗͆r̶͚̃̽̆̕ä̵̧̧̘̟̽̇̑i̸̯̤̤̞͆̑̕ņ̸̫̲̪̟͚̈́̀̈́̕e̷͈̝͛̒̓͐̕͘ḍ̷̛̩̱̤̥͎̚,̴̡͉̽͆̀̉̾ ̸͎͕̖̗̀̓͋̓̉ā̴͙̈́̅̽̃n̷̡̛̗̥͔̝͗̿̏̆̀d̷̖̋̏̑͜͝ ̷̥̩̲͒͒̔ẃ̵̖o̶̯̺̲̳̰͠ͅn̵͕̦͗d̴̛͚̟̦̍̓̒͘e̸̯̝̓̀̀̓̕͜͝r̴͕̀̆i̴̠͋̈́n̶̛̗̺̔̀͜͜g̵̙̃ ̵̞͊̾̆w̸̥̣̠̆̒͆ḧ̴͍́̎͋ỳ̸̤̪̠̲̞̹̿̀̍̏̕ ̶̹̌͘t̵̨̲̦͎͗̀h̸̨͉͕͉̻͝e̷̮̞̰̱̋́̓ ̶̨̗̐̎̓h̶̻̖̺͂͂̈́͋̚̚e̶͉̘̠̦͊̐̍ḷ̵̳͛̾͠͝ĺ̶̤͔͘ ̶̜̮̙̈́̃͐͗͋ÿ̴̛̻͚́ǫ̴̲̮̮̙̖̌͋̋́ư̴̳͊͗ ̶̡͗̚͝e̶̝͙̙͆̈̆̃̈́̈v̸̫̰̹̠̩̑͛̒̀̑e̷͔̮̗̋͗̌͑̕ͅǹ̴̤̖̳̟͋̓̒̚ ̴̨̤̘̼̅͂̅ͅd̸͍͇̲̾̽̆̿̋͠i̴̙̠̫̯̍̚d̵̡͊̅̒̆̋͝ ̵̣͈͔͊̂́̂̽a̷͎͋̌̅͐̎n̷̝͔͍̊̆̓̏̊̕ẙ̵͇̭̝͔̣t̵̩͕̱̆̊͝h̸̫̣͍̰̲̬̐i̸̱̖̩̬͆̉̉̉n̵̹̭̪͎͑̊͘͠ǵ̶̮͔̖̱̮̈́̉ ̷͚̖̻̑̿i̸͚͌̒͊͘͘͠ǹ̵̮͔̮̜͋͝ͅ ̷̼̰̳̱͎̮̇̏t̴̙͖̫͐̏͋̋͆͝h̵̺̰̬͚̻̍͗̿͝ͅe̴̖͎̟̹͋̒ ̸̰͒́̕f̷̨̡̹̏i̷͔͆̏͠r̶̠̍́́̐̆ş̷͖̼̰͐̓̓̎͘͜͠ͅt̵͉͚̋̉̅ ̵͍̋͝p̶̡͎̳̹͈̮̅̉l̴͖̺̔̎̏̃͗͝ǎ̴̱̟̝̽̒̅͜ć̸̫̇̏̂́̀͜e̶̛͍̘͛̕͝.̸̟̞̮̖̂͒̅͗͌ ̵͉̠̃̽͛͗͘Ȉ̴̗͌͌̋͘͝t̸̡̠̺̬͐̓ͅ’̴̮̠̎̀̈̀̆̕s̶̮̱͈͍̯̊̌̕͘ ̸̧̼̥̥̭͐̀̉̿û̵̯̮̫̱͌͛͘s̸͎̚e̵̯̤̒͛̈͜l̶͎̭͕̪̘͎͗́̓̋̂͝ẻ̵̦̱̺̹s̸̄̕ͅṡ̶͖̅̍̕ ̷͎̞͘t̵͉̰͓̠͑̑ö̷̲̓̂͛ ̴̱͊̎t̴̬̗̅̓͌̀r̵̡̪̃y̷̫̓̉ ̵͍͇̝͎̰̎̄́ä̷͕̗̰́͑͆̚n̵͙̰͓͉̈́̀ͅd̶͓̘̏ ̷͖̟̪͌͊m̸̢͚̲̅̀̊̐͘͝a̶̛̤̒̿͆͗k̵͔͚̙̦̾̑̓̒͋͜e̸͕̩͉̊̀ ̶̼̺̼̞͈̏̿͊͗̋̊s̷̹͍͍̗͈̍ę̷̻̙͙̮̓̈́͆̍n̴̙̄̃͑̓͐ş̸̯̬͇͓̟̀͋́ë̶͕́̅͒̌͝͠ ̵̝͖̻͐͆͘o̷͍̭̺͈̮͎͗́̈̈̄́f̷̩̱̭̮̄͝ ̸͕̗̾̽͐͛̋͝ḯ̶̉͜t̸̯̟̬̹͋.̵͕̱̈́̆ͅ ̷̥͇͗Y̶̢̳͚͐͂͛ő̵̫͈̃͜u̵̢̟̪̿ ̷̖͕͒͂̑̈́o̸̳̝͙͋n̴̤̗̑́͗̉̈́̂ḻ̸̀̾̕y̴͔̭͍̖͗̊͌̓͝ ̷̡͉̊̊͋̅̀͋s̴̟̖̹̃̊͂́̃t̸̨̜̦̂̓̚͝a̴̧̲̕r̴̤̩̈́̊͐̓̃̚͜ț̷̼̿̎͂̈̀͜ ̶̛̠̠̮̉ṱ̸̢̟͉͍͂̃õ̵̠̙̦̦̬̋͋ ̴̧͎̮̯̫͖̾̆f̷̲͖͎̞̽͜ȅ̵̟͖̺̬̑́͐̽͠e̸̺̝̱̼̐̅̑l̸͖̝͓̙̺̑ ̴̟̩̪̝̼̔̾̏̋á̵̧͉̠̹̃͐̏̑̏n̵̛̛̩̺̤̿͘ģ̶̥̓̓̅́͆̋r̴͙̽̋͗͌̎̀͜y̴̖̘͊̉ ̴͖͙̘̲͍̪́̎ă̷̢̳̙̑ļ̷̧̬̬̭̥͋͘l̶̛͈͙͊̍̿ ̶͈̱̍̇o̸̯̱͐̋̏̋́̕v̷̡̩̣͚͝ē̴̘̩͍̜͇̜͒r̵͓̗̭̭͉͑̓̿͠ ̴̧̛͕̈͊̕͝ǎ̸̩͗̊̐̃͝g̸̪̩̞̩̝͚͂͝ą̷̲̱͙̓̃͂̒͝͝i̴̻̰̣̮̝̞̐͘n̴͎͔̋̑͌̐͝͝.
